Cry
Everything is wrong timing. Ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko matapos matulala nang mabasa ang post na 'yon. I can't believe this. Lahat ng 'to ay nangyari sa loob ng isang araw.
I didn't even know that there is a video of that. That night of pain, desperation, and my loneliness. Naglasing ako matapos makita ang post ni Hera. Nangyari 'yon nang tinapos ko rin ang namamagitan sa amin ni Tom. Because after seeing Hera's post, I realized that it's impossible to forget Zeus the way I want. At dapat ko ng itigil ang paggamit ng ibang tao. I drank alcohol as many as I can. Hindi ko alam na naroon si Tom. I was really drunk and I kissed him to prove to myself for the last time that I can be physical with another man. But of course, I failed again.
And I am still thankful that he didn't take
