Ika-dalawampu't Siyam na Sulyap
People always leave me. Especially the ones I love. Mahirap maging ganito kasama lalo na kung hindi mo naman talaga gawain. Maybe I'm just wrapped up by worries. I'm worried that this might happen again someday. Na lahat na lang ng taong natitira sa'kin. Mawawala. Aalis.
I'm scared of being alone. That's my greatest fear.
I know I am losing control of myself. But still, there's this guilt inside me that I want to hide. Hide to all of this victory I am having right now. Konti na lang naman. Konti na lang then I'm going to be satisfied about these things I have right now. Maiganti ko lang si tatay. I'll be fine. I'll shut my mouth and disappear from this world like I did not even exist.
My broken heart encouraged me to do this. Pero hanggang kailan?
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