Funny how I feel lonely and miserable in my own birthday. Hindi 'ko rin namalayan na umulit pala talaga ang mga araw. Tulala lang akong nakaupo sa kama habang tinitigan ang kamay.
Georgia and Bryson already left. Nagu-guilty ako dahil hindi maganda ang bungad 'ko sakanila—I don't feel the same energy. .. I just don't feel celebrating. I had a nightmare last night, plus the fact that I cannot escape away from Orion, or the guardians. ..I can't end my life. .. How. .. How is this all possible? How can I handle my life kung hindi 'ko na ito kontrolado?
Hindi 'ko alam kung hinahanap ako ngayon ni Orion, but I'm sure he will check me if he notice that I skipped classes. He is still my teacher anyway.
Niyakap 'ko ang binti at natawa. Para lang bumalik sa dati ang lahat. Patuloy pa 'rin ang o
