Raiken Luggage are all ready, time for me to fly to the Philippines. I don’t know what to expect in this trip but will do everything to work it in my ways and hope my desire of meeting her would finally come true, fingers cross. My family doesn’t know yet that i will be coming home. I’ll just tell them when everything is settling in terms of work. My mom would always require quality time for family and i can’t do it as I'm in rigid work after the turn over. Anyway they are currently in the province, living the best life, mom and dad enjoying the farm life. Flying in a 17 hours direct flight from New York to Philippines is exhausting and boring. I try myself just to relax and not to think of anything but still i can’t make myself relax. Kailan ba ako naging relax buong buhay ko, like jus

