Raiken Seeing her close, makes my heart burst with so much happiness. I long for this moment to happen, to see and be with her again. But i had to hold myself, with the information I've got, i have to know where I'm at in her life, our status and the real score between us. She has a husband and they have been together for years, whereas i just came from nowhere, spending only a holiday with her, anong laban ko dun? “Reagan, what do you want from me?” I see hesitation, fear at same time longing in her eyes. Oh i want all of you babe but i can’t tell you that yet. “You, the truth and the reality.”I want to hear everything from her, an assurance that i am important. Her response would mean so much to me. “Why you run away without telling me? Without saying goodbye after you give yourself?

