Charlie I stood there with my arms crossed in front of my chest, as I listened to Ram talk to his new assistant regarding adding more security around the house. Nang mapansin niya na gising na 'ko at pinapanuod siya, agad siyang nagpaalam sa kausap niya at nilapitan ako. "How was your sleep?" He looked more tired than ever. Nanlalalim ang mga mata niya at humapis ang mukha, mukhang ilang araw na rin siyang hindi nakakapag ahit. This is what I was dreading. I don't want him to waste away because of me. Alam kong tulad namin ni Jareth, hindi narin siya makatulog sa gabi dala ng night terrors ko. Eversince we were let out of the hospital, hindi narin ako nagti-take ng sedatives para makatulog. Only my anxiety meds, and sometimes, even those are not enough to chase my nightmares away. I sti

