Lucas I'm a mess, I don't know where to go. My mind is in a mess right now. I'm like a puzzle who are finding his missing pieces, until now. I don't know what to do in my life right now, I can't see where the right path and light is. I don't know where the hope they are saying. All I can do is to stare at the river whenever I want to jump in. I'm in a mess. My mind are in darkness. Can someone save me? I feel like I am a lost puppy who are waiting for his owner to find me. I stare at the sky and smiled. All my life, all I can do is to take care of everything, all I can do is to pursue everything they want. They say, my life is perfect, our life is perfect. But they are wrong, I'm wrong. I thought too that our life is perfect but it was not, until my parents died. Noong mga panahon

