Chapter 14

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Matalim ang bawat tingin ni Yuri kay Scar at sa asawa nito habang nag ro-roam sa buong banquet hall. Gustohin ko naman sila lapitan pero alam ko it would not help in the situation right now. "Wala kaba talagang alam, Pechie?" sa pang-anim na tanung niya. Nakagat ko ang aking labi at napalunok ng mariin. So intimidating how Yuri stared me while waiting for my answer. I slowly shake my head. He sighed heavily, na bigla ako ng humakbang siya ng mabilis kaya sumunod din agad ako pero hindi nako nakalapit ng mahablot na ni Yuri ang braso ni Fimescar na hawak din naman ni Mr. Larckstone, hindi ko magawang mas lumapit pa para marinig ko ang sinasabi nila. It was too late, dahil kinalas na ni Fimescar ang pagkakahawak ni Yuri sa kanya. Kita ko ang sakit at pag ka disgusto sa mata ni Scar pero mas nakikita ko ang sakit at awa kay Yuri. "She have a husband?" he mumbled to himself with disbelief. "Yu.." hindi ko na tapos ang aking sinabi ng tumakbo palabas ng hall ito, kung saan dumaan sila scar. "Ma'am mag sisimula na po hinahan.." "Talk virian, tell to him that something urgent matter happen. I'm in hurry now." Paalam ko sa kanya,naguguluhan siya tumango. Lakad takbo ang ginawa ko kahit pa ang taas ng heels ang sout ko, wala ako pake kung matapilok man ako ang importante mahabol ko sila. Naabutan ko nga sila, pwersahan ni Yuri sinakay si Scar sa kanyang car at pinaharurot ito kaya walang atubili sumakay ako sa kotse ni Virian kanina, luckily he gave his key to me. Mabilis ang takbo ng kotse ni Yuri and I know because he gone mad. Huminto sila sa brigede, their favorite spot. When Yuri asked her to become his woman, be his girl, a queen. I watching them from a far. Yuri face scar he looks furiously, i can't hear what their talking about cause I stayed at my car but i can see clearly from here how in pain he is right now. My head knotted when Yuri laughs, a painful one. Then soon, he scolding scar to the part I heard his voice. "THEN WHY! WHY YOU STILL MARRY HIM IF YOU KNEW! WHY WHY SCAR! BAKIT SIYA BAKIT HINDI AKO NA MAHAL NA MAHAL KA? BAKIT SIYA NI HINDI NAMAN SERYOSO YON SA MARRIAGE OR KATULAD KALANG NG MGA BABAE KAYA SIYA GUSTO PAKASALAN DAHI..." Na takpan ko ang aking bibig sa sunod na nanyari. Scar slapped him. Parang gusto ko bumaba at pagsabihan siya pero pinili ko panourin lang sila. Till scar turned her back, "Do you think saying that would make me give up on you? No scar. I will not stop loving you even you are already married." My heart stop from beating tears escape. God, this is f*****g a hurting scene. Hindi pa pala ako nakakalimut, hindi pa nawawala dahil kung talagang wala na talaga ako nararamdaman bakit ang sakit sakit pa din? Bakit nasasaktan pa din ako. Fuck this love, the love is always with him. The only one want is him. Mula dito sa malayo nakatanaw lang ako sa likod ng bulto ni Yuri na nakatanaw sa river. He is pain, we're in pain. The three of us. I know that, scar sacrifice her own feelings for his only left parent. He is pain cause he loves scar so much, me too I love him so much more than he knows, more than they're know. I was sitting at the dark corners of this bar which good spot so no one could notice me that I was here. I once shot the glass of my drink. I sighed when I turn my gaze again to the man with so many battles of expensive and hard alcohol on his own table. I almost clap my two hands by watching him drinking all his orders alcohol like he was just drinking a glass of water. I smiled bitterly, knowing all his reason why he drowning himself in alcohol. I also pity him. 'If I were her, you wouldn't be like this Yuri' I drink again my margarita when my glass become empty I stood up and slowly walking towards him. I know his wasted so I stop him by drinking his drinks again. He's eyes try to widen to see who the person stop him. "That's enough Yuri. I'll send you home" I gently said then I removed from his hand the bottle of wine that he was supposed to drink him again. He didn't speak as long as he sat down and leaned back in his chair so I sat down too. I just stared at him as he stared into the distance. We stayed in that order for almost half an hour but I was able to sit up when he started to break the silence the two of us even though it was really very noisy around us. "I never thought this would happen tonight" He was smiling but even though he was smiling, the sadness and pain in his eyes. I didn't speak, I waited for the next words he would release but I bit my lower lip when Yuri put down the small red box that even If I didn't ask what's in the box I already knew what was inside. My heart pounded in excruciating pain. I had been stabbed repeatedly in my heart. "Tonight I must propose to her. So I tried so hard to get home to the Philippines even though it was not yet time for me to return to the Philippines. I left New York for this special night, for her." His voice cracked and his eyes were just focused on the box on the table. "I didn't know that I would be the one to be surprised." He bitterly said while he look away. I want to be angry with my best friend now because of what she did to the person I love but there is a part of my heart that is happy and grateful because my best friend married another man and not the man I love so much. "That's enough" For the second time I stopped him from drinking alcohol. "Let me just tonight I want to forget the pain even just now" He looked me with pleadingly. I couldn't stop myself from hugging him anymore. I can't bear to see him hurt, being in this situation. It hurts for me to see him hurt because I love him. If only I were the one you loved Yuri. Doesn't anyone feel this way for the person they love? "That's enough please, I'm begging you that's enough." I whispered to him with pleading. I let go of my embrace with him. I looked up at him and he met my gaze full of pain in his eye. We feel the same way now. It hurts me to see him hurt when he has a different reason, someone else's reason because he doesn't love me. I cupped his paired cheeks. "Just love me Yuri, love me Yuri." I begged. After I spoke without hesitation I kissed him. Thanks to the spirit of wine so I had this courage to kiss the man I love so much. A few seconds before I felt his respond to my kiss. Dream come true because Yuri kissed me for real. I quickly put my hand on his neck to deepen our kiss. I was not mistaken because the exchange of our kiss became deeper and more passionate. I closed my eyes and when I woke up we were naked. two in the bedroom and both paddling in the zest of the sky. I can't help but cry after everything that happened to Yuri and me. I comb the strand of her hair with my fingers while she is sound asleep. This is my dream, he deflower me but I don't think that in exchange for fulfilling my dream, millions knives will be stabbed in my heart. "Why Yuri?" I can't help but to question him. Funny, cause he was in deeply sleep. "Why Fimescar and not me? Why not me? I've loved you so much for over 11 years? Don't you know my love for you was undying Yuri" I crying whisper in his ear. His arms tightened around my waist. "I love you scar" My eyes felt like a broken faucet because of the incessant flow of my tears. It hurts so much that I'm with him but he's still not looking for me. I rubbed my eyes before bending down to kiss his forehead. "I love you Yuri" I whispered to him while sobbing I left the VIP room of the bar before the sun rise, kahit pa hirap na hirap ako kumilos dahil sa sakit ng pagitan ko ay pinilit ko. Ayoko abutan pa ako ni Yuri, natatakot ako sa maaari maging reaction niya. Napaupo ako sa sahig ng makarating ako sa condo ko. Napahagulgol ako sa sakit at pagod sa nanyari. Labis ako nagagalit sakin sarili kung bakit, kung bakit ko ginawa ang bagay na iyon. "Sorry, sorry Yuri.. sorry scar..." I murmurs between my sobs. TO BE CONTINUE..... A/N: Don't forget to vote and Comment and also don't forget to follow me. I demand comment guys so yon lang happy reading muah!
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