Trouble in Disguised

CHAPTER13

Agad akong pumasok sa kwarto ni Dazer to get all my things, his engaged and still nakipag relasyon sa akin? f**k him! Nagmumukha lang pala akong tanga all this time!

"Babe! Please let me exlain-"

"Don't touch me!" Madiin kong sabi at sinilid lahat sa bag ko ang aking mga gamit, I don't want to associate with him anymore! Anong gagawin nya sa akin? Maging kabit? Parausan? f**k him!

Lalabas na sana ako sa kwarto nya nang humarang sya doon. I glared at him and try so hard to make him move pero hindi ko magawa!

"Ano? What? Now explain! Sige! But I can't promise to you that I would belive you!" Sigaw ko sa mukha nya, naiiyak pa rin! Now I'm true! Falling for him is a bad thing! It's obvious that his a playboy! He loves f*****g around and still nagpaloko ako!

He tried to touch my hands kaya lumayo ako sa kanya! Masyado akong nasaktan sa nalaman! His engaged tapos...Fuck! this motherfucker!

"That's an arrange marriage okay? I already decline that one, noong isang araw pa but I don't know that...that news still on going okay?" He said gently, punong puno ang emosyon ang mata nya. Napahawak naman ako sa bibig ko ng tumakas ang hikbi sa akin, I turn my back to him dahil hindi ko kayang tignan sya! Bibigay lang ako.

"I-I d-dont believe you" umiiyak kong sabi. Paano ko pagkatitiwalaan ang taong pinagmukha lang akong tanga awhile ago?

Napapikit naman ako ng mariin when he hug me from the back, pilit akong pumiglas but everytime I did? Dazer just tighted his grip!

"That's true" he said huskily. I bite my lips.

"No, you lied just to make me believe you, that's fixed marriage right? Your parents will to you! And I know...I know that you cannot do everything on that! Because you know what? They will do everything just to make you agree so ngayon pa lang let's break-"

"No! Don't underestimate my love for you! I can kill people just to make you mine! I can even let go of my position in my company just to have you! And do you think my love for you will make me agreed on that f*****g marriage! I'm telling you Blaire! MY LOVE FOR YOU CAN CONQUERE EVERYTHING!" Napaigtad naman ako sa biglaan nyang pag sigaw.

"Oh s**t! I'm sorry babe!" He said gently. And made me face him. Umiwas naman agad ako ng tingin dahil alam ko! That his eyes will made me melt and embrace him again! Damn! I love this guy deeper unconsciously! f**k it! I'm doomed!

Tinulak ko naman ang dibdib nya and look at him coldly. Natigilan naman sya nang nakawala ako sa kanyang pagkakahawak.

"If you really love me at hindi ka nagsisinungaling! Prove me then?" I challenge and made myself step backwards ready to hear the lies that will possibly came out on his mouth.

I frowned nang tumalikod sya at may kinalalkal sa kanyang cabinet, He's eyes is so serious while walking back at me. I gulped when he bend his knee infront of me.

"I know that this is really quick and this is not the proposal that I've imagine, but I want you to know, that I love you and to make you believe me that I'm saying the truth, Marry me Aive Blaire Santiago" He said and look at me seriously. Para namang bumalik lahat ng luha ko sa aking mata dahil sa ginawa nya.

"W-What? I'm not...I'm...I need to finish my school-"

"I'm willing to wait" putol nya sa sa sasabihin ko kaya umiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya. Nalukot ang mukha ko ng sumakit ang aking puson. Damn this asshole! He really did not stop me kagabi! s**t!

"You have a fiance, we can't be married!

"I don't yet have a fiance...and anyway I'm not asking you to marry me. I'm just informing you" he said seriously at kinuha ang kamay ko at sinuot ang singsing. I blink on what he did. Namilog ang aking mata na nakatingin sa singsing na nilagay nya. When I look up to him, he immediately attack with me with his kissed.

"I love you, don't underestimate it because when I say I love you to you. I'm willing to be your shield, you weapon, your protector and willing to die for you in the battlefield" He said with so much emotion while coping my face. My tears roll down in my eyes, I close my eyes and say...

"Damn you! I'm falling deeply inlove with you too" umiiyak kong sabi, surrendering myself to this. He chuckled and kiss my lips gently.

Kabang kaba ako while Dazer and mom is talking to the living area, I don't want to listen to them kaya hito ako parang tanga sa kwarto nya, kung anu-ano na lang ang gagawin; pupunta sa kanyang glass wall ang look at the scenery of the city, o e babagsak ang sarili sa kama, mag lalakad back and forth, uupo sa upuan nya kaya nong hindi ko na talaga kaya ay pinuntahan ko na talaga sya.

"I'm planning to file a case of what my husband's and that b***h did and don't worry and I'm happy for you two, you have my blessings"

"Thank you so much ma'am-"

"Call me mommy!"

"Okay pa, mommy yeah, mommy. And if you want I will become your lawyer"

"Your a lawyer?"

"Yes I am-"

"Mom!" Putol ko sa pag-uusap nila and hug my mommy. I really miss her and knowing that she already knows daddy's darkest secret, naiiyak ako.

"Hey honey why are you crying huh?" Mom said gently, sinobsob ko naman sa leeg nya ang mukha ko and cry. I know how painful she was feeling, and how many nights she cried, ngayong sumabog sya, she make her move na.

"M-mom I'm sorry, I forgot to call you, I'm really busy, I didn't know what you've been through but I know it's painful. I'm sorry" hikbi kong sabi. She chuckled and hug me softly

"Awww, my oh so loving, Aive Blaire! Don't cry na, your mommy is a fighter" napasimangot naman ako sa sinabi ni mommy and face her pero nahagip ko ang tingin ni Dazer na mapungay ang matang pinanood ako.

"How are you? Are you staying here in the Philippines for good? Where you want to live? Or you-"

"Relax, everything is under control, don't such a baby, you have a fiance already" mom said playfully kaya mas lalo akong akong napasimangot.

Sa sumunod na araw balik gawi naman ako, aral buong magdamag, gagawa ng projects, gagawa ng reports dahil takot na akong bumagsak! Ayoko na nang mag c-cramming, like you are exhausted all day, puyat ka at halos hindi na kakain tapos you just get a low score dahil hindi mo na na check ulit ang mga ginawa mo dahil pagod na, maka pasa lang okay na! I don't want that anymore, I want to manage my time, gusto ko na ang mga ginagawa ko ay masasabi kong worth it sa huli.

Dazer keep on updating me what he does, pati mga walang kwentang bagay sinasabi nya na. If I wouldn't belive such thing? Cause sometimes, thrust issue will strike me, tatawag agad sya ng ibat-ibang tao or his secretary to prove that he's telling the truth.

"Don't distrub me! I'm studying" reklamo ko dahil ginugulo nya ang notes ko.

"I'm just trying to help you, I want you to teach some techniques to make your life easy" Bagot nyang sabi. I sigh heavily and cross my arms.

"How?"

"Don't memorise it all like what I've observe on you, just read it and analyze-"

"No! That technique is not working at me! You know what's the result before na nagbasa lang ako? Nakatulog ako and then I end up sa exam namin na mang cheat kaya sho!" Pagtataboy ko sa kanya. He sigh heavily and face his laptop again, blueprint, ruler, whatsoever in his desk! Wala naman akong paki sa ginagawa nya, sumsakit lang ang ulo ko.

"Dazer! Stop! I have an ROTC tomorrow" reklamo ko when his start on his kamanyakan again. Ngumuso naman sya sa akin while I'm under at the comforter at nasa ibabaw ko sya.

"Just one"

"Iwww" he chuckled at tinukod ang dalawang kamay nya sa magkabilang gilid ng unan ko.

"I love seeing you after we make love, you bloom" He said while his eyes twinkle.

"Don't tempt me! At...ang bigat mo! Kawawa ang body ko!" Reklamo ko sa kanya but the motherfucker is unstoppable. He take me na naman!

"s**t!" I moan nang bigla nyang sinagad sa akin ang p*********i nya. He smirked and travel his hands from my bosom pataas sa boobs ko.

"Oh! Ah!" I moan at hindi na alam ang mgagiging reaction.

"I'm cuming!" I screamed and sigh heavily but he trusted, faster and deeper until I felt him release inside on me.

"I might get pregnant! You didn't use condom!" I said while we cuddle.

"No rubber for you babe" he said huskily and settle his face on my neck until we dozed of in our deep slumber.

Our midterm exam came nag sunog talaga ako ng kilay at dalawang araw nag aral! But guess what? Nakalimutan ko lahat cause I'm sleepy.

"Blaire" bulong sa akin ni Gelo kaya napalingon ako sa kanya. Inayos nya ang kanyang test paper para maayos kung makita, dali-dali ko namang yong kinopya.

"Ang hirap!" Reklamo ko kaagad pagkalabas ng classroom! May pa puyat puyat akong nalalaman!

"Asan mahirap doon? Nangopya ka lang naman!" Pambabara sa akin ni Gelo, sumimangot naman ako sa kanya at inismiran.

"Totoo ba yong chismiss sa bestfriend mo?" He asked nang napunta kami sa library to study again! Dahil exam na naman twenty minutes from now.

"What chismiss are you talking about?" Kunot noo kong sabi. Binagsak naman nya ang sarili sa upuan sa harap ko at tinukod ang dalawa nyang kamay sa mesa, seryoso akong tinignan.

"Don't get me wrong okay?" Tumango naman ako sa kanya and impatiently waiting what he will say.

"Na p****k daw yong bestfriend mo" I sigh on what he said dahil his true on that part and I won't lie because all their accusations are true.

Binaba ko na lang ang mata sa book and started to read and memorise. Hindi na rin nagsalita si Gelo, I guess he knows my answer.

After our bloody exam, I drove through FGH company, I want to surprised Dazer. Nag take out muna ako ng makakain namin sa hapunan and a pizza too, dahil nag c-crave ako nang may nakita akong Pizza hut, hindi ko na pinagka'it sa sarili ko, reward ko na rin to dahil nasagutan ko ang exam at hindi nahuli ng instructor na mangopya!

Pagkarating ko sa companya ni Dazer, masaya kong binitbit lahat ng panamili ko. Nahihirapan man but I don't care! This is food! Mas itatapon ko pa mga notes and books ko kaysa rito.

"Love-...what the!" Gulat kong sabi pagbukas ng elevator. Sitalya is kneeling infront of Dazer, she's crying so badly but Dazer just staring at her coldly.

"BAKIT NARITO KA?!" Galit na galit na sigaw ni Sitalya nang napalingon sila sa akin. I tilted my head and put the foods on Dazers mini table, before going at Dazer, agad nya namang pinulupot ang braso sa baywang ko, I give him my small smile before I tip toe and kiss him.

"WHAT'S THE MEANING OF THIS!?" I jump dahil sa pagkabigla sa pagsigaw ni Sitalya napahiwalay tuloy ako kay Dazer.

"Don't act as if you have a right to know, leave" malamig na sabi ni Dazer. My lips press in a grim lime and look at Sitalya na nakaawang ang bibig. Kalat na kalat rin ang make up nya because of her tears. I turn my back dahil lumambot lang ang puso ko habang tinitignan syang nakakahabag.

I sat down on the coach and started to prepare the food. Ngumuso naman ako when I smell the pizza kaya kumuha ako noon and eat it happily as if the atmosphere at my back is not getting dark because I think they are both in rage.

"MY FATHER WOULD NOW THIS ONE!"

"I already decline his offer"

"NO! YOU CAN'T! YOU'LL MARYY ME NO MATTER WHAT!"

"Yes, I'm getting married but not on you"

"WHAT?"

"Leave!"

I pouted and stand up, slowly going at the big window here na tanaw na tanaw ang cities. Pumunta naman ako sa likod ng naglalakihang binatana para may privacy sila. I pouted at put the box of pizza at the window and enjoy the scenery and the pizza.

I toke out my phone on my pocket and take a pic on the pizza na kita ang boung city, and I took a picture on me na nakanganga, akmang kakainin ang pizza.

"Babe, why are you there?" Napaigtad naman ako at dali-daling tinago ang phone at humigpit ang hawak sa pizza. Hinawi naman ni Dazer ang curtain and frowned when he saw me. Humakbang naman sya patungo sa akin at dinikit ang sarili sa akin and wipe my lips and lick his thumb na ginamit nya sa pagpunas ng labi ko.

"So messy" He whisper. Humigpit naman ang kapit ko sa box ng pizza and pouted dahil nahihiya ako na parang batang kumakain. He look at my hands at kinuha ang pizza and drag me to his many sala.

"You bring it here all alone?" He said and look at the foods in the table, I smile sweetly to him and nod like a baby and eat my pizza. He chuckled and encircle his arm around my waist and kiss my temple.

"Hmmm" I responed dahil punong puno ang bibig ko. He look down at me and laugh when he saw why I can't talk.

"Your done working?" Malambing kong sabi, binitawan ko muna ang aking box ng pizza and hug him.

"Why?" He whisper at kinagat ang tainga ko kaya natampal ko ang kanyang dibdib.

"Well watch movie please! I miss you" I said and pouted. He chuckled and made me sit in his lap.

"Whose fault? You always study, doing project-"

"You always f**k me, motherfucker"

"It's making love baby!"

"Whatever you say but please will watch movie, just watch!" I warning on him, he nod and roll his eyes and press his lips on my cheeks.

"Will just watch" he said while his lips is in me cheek, napapikit naman ako and hug his neck and buried my face there.

Pagkarating namin sa condo nya. Agad akong namili ng papanuorin namin and I decided to watch zombie apocalypse, my smile widen when it started. Nagbibihis pa si Dazer so I shurg at nagtatakbo muna sa kanyang kitchen para maghanap ng pagkain.

I open his fridge napasimangot naman ako dahil ang pwede lang kainin dito habang nanonood ng movie ay Fries pero lulutin pa kaya hindi na ako nag aksaya ng oras at niluto yon.

"Babe?" Tawag ni Dazer mula sa living area.

"Just wait!" I shouted at nagbuhos na naman ng panibago sa pan. Pumasok naman si Dazer sa kitchen and raise his brow when he saw me.

"Finally, you cook but sadly it's just a fries" I rolled my eyes on him and focused on what I did. He encircle his arms around my waist and he sway are body.

"Oh my God!" I reacted when I heard na nagsisigawan na ang bida sa TV kaya pinatay ko na ang kalan and put it all in a bowl.

"Aww"

"That's what you get, the movie can wait" sermon na naman ni Dazer.

"Sorry po daddy" Sarcastic kong sabi at inipit sa gilid ko ang bowl and open the fridge and get the sodas.

"Let me...now I know how you carry those food you carry earlier" Nag make face lang ako sa kanya. Halos patakbo akong pumunta sa living area.

Namilog ang mata ko nang nasa part pa lang na nagkakagulo pa sa may lab area kung saan nag experimento ang section A sa animals and the whole school didn't know what's happening dahil sa lab pa ito.

Dazer sat down beside me, I frowned when I saw black Daniel's, I just shrug and reach the soda and open it, nabuga ko naman yon when the zombie appear at the screen with shock sound effect. Humagalpak naman ng tawa si Dazer.

"Funny" panunuya ko sa kanya pero ang asshole! Tawa pa rin ng tawa, I rolled my eyes at kinuha yong fries at sumandal kay Dazer na halos mamatay na kakatawa.

When the school is in chaos, almost everyone is zombie na ay tumahimik na ang katabi ko. He encircle his arms on my neck and put his palm on my head at hinalik halikan yon maya't-maya.

"What the! His handsome!" I react. Nang pumasok ang bidang babae sa roof top na puro dugo ang uniform. Hahampasin sana sya ng lalaki but she rise her hands.

"Handsome, tss" bulong bulong na sabi ni Dazer kaya napalingon ako sa kanya I glared at him but when our eyes meet at nakita kong mapula na ang mata nya probably his sleepy na siguro I pouted, napatingin naman sya doon ang give me a smack on my lips bago humiga sa lap ko. I put the bowl at my side at hinaplos ang buhok ni Dazer and traces his face.

"Now, whose more handsome?" Dazer said in his sleepy voice. Yumuko naman ako and kiss his lips, hinawakan nya naman ang ulo ko at ginalaw ang mga labi nya, to kiss me more.

"My back hurts" reklamo ko agad nang nahiwalay ko na ang mga labi namin. Tumagilid naman sya and sinobsob ang mukha sa tyan ko, I just embrace his head and continue watching.

Nagising na lang ako kinabukasan na nasa bed na, I look at my side and found nothing, kinuha ko na lang ang unan at yon ang niyakap. May eyes open when the door is making sound and found Dazer...scratch that! Fresh Dazer. Binuka ko naman ang braso ko at ngumuso. He smile in his manly way bago pumunta sa akin and kiss my pouted lips. I embrace his neck and sniff his scent.

"Bango" I commented. He rolled his eyes and kiss my cheek bago tumayo para makapag bihis na.

Nang kumain na kami, Dazer keep on glancing at me dahil hindi pa talaga ako nag-aayos, tinatamad ako, I just wanted to lie on the bed all day and do nothing.

"I will going to absent" I declare. Napahinto naman sa pagsubo si Dazer and look at me.

"Why?" He asked at sinubo na talaga ang pagkaing nasa kutsara nya.

"Tinatamad ako" napaubo naman sya and reach the water bago humagalpak ng tawa.

"Your midterm exam is done already?" Natatawang tanong niya, sumama naman ang tingin ko sa aking coffee.

"Joke lang pala" bawi ko sa aking sinabi kaya natawa na naman ang loko.

At dahil maaga pa naman ay naglambing na lang muna ako kay Dazer, wala namang kwenta if I will study, I will end up cheating lang naman.

"Love" pangungulit ko sa kanya at ginulo sya sa pagaayos nya sa sarili. Pumunta ako sa harap nya para hindi nya ma kita ang kanyang sarili sa salamin. Natigil tuloy sya sa pag-aayos ng buhok.

"Your really are tiredy today huh? epekto sa panonood ng Zombie apocalypse?" Panunuya nya kaya sumimangot ako. I look down to his body, I gulped when I see his toned body and abs.

"Babe, I'm shy" Parang tanga nyang sabi. Nag make face ako and reach for his polo. Nagpipigil naman sya ng ngiti habang kinukuha ang polo nya.Kinuha nya naman sa kamay ko ang damit and wear it. I pouted at ako na ang nag botones.

"How the hell did you achieve this body?" I asked curiously and finished the last button and look at to him na manghang nakatingin sa ginawa ko.

"How the hell you have so sexy body and..." he look down on my boobs kaya pinag ekis ko ang aking braso, hindi pa ako nagbibihis so I'm just wearing my nighties.

"p*****t" he chuckled.

"Wait there, don't move" I said at kinuha ang phone ko na naka charge at bumalik sa kanya. Dinikit ko ang likod sa kanya and ready my camera too take a mirror shot.

Dazer immediately crawl his hands under my boobs and his other hand on my butt na bahagya kong nag slant para maganda sa Camera. I tilted my head when he lean on my neck and click the camera, ilang ulit ko pang pindot yon bago na satisfy.

"Shocks" I commented habang nakasandal kay Dazer na tumitigin rin sa photo mula sa likod ko, I unconsciously smile while looking at our picture.

"Take a bath now, you will gonna be late If you still won't move" He whisper and kiss my cheek at inagaw ang phone ko sa akin, hinabol ko pa yon pero masama na ang tingin nya sa akin.

"Sungit" I mumbled at padabog na pumasok sa banyo. Matagal, tagal rin akong naligo dahil nga tinatamad ako ngayon! Gusto ko lang mag stay dito buong maghapon.

Nang matapos akong maligo, I wore my uniform and fixed myself. Habang nagsusuklay, nagdalawang tingin pa kay Dazer na nakatalikod sa akin, kaharap ang desktop nya and my phone is on he's desk, connected to his desktop.

"Love?" Tawag ko sa kanya at umupo sa arm rest but he put me into his lap and sniff on my hair.

"Hmm?" Hi responed and embrace me.

"Why is my phone is connected on your desktop?" I asked and face him. He smile and ngumuso sa monitor kaya lumingon ako doon, he click once, and saw our picture na naka wall wallpaper.

"You move our photo? Ang ganda!" I exclaimed and lean unto him, he made me sit at between his thigh. hinulughug ko naman ang kanyang mga files.

"What are you doing?" He whisper at my back.

"Just checking kong yong photo lang ba natin ang nandito" nakanguso kong sabi. He put his hands on my hands na nakahawak sa mouse and click it to one folder, my eyes widen when I saw my faces on it.

"Don't be surprised, that's where I look at when I misses you" he gently said. I made my lips into sad one dahil na touch talaga ako sa sinabi nya.

"I love you" punong puno ng emosyon kong sabi. He smile gently at me and kiss my forehead tenderly.

"I love you more" he said with so much love.

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