Hindi ko na maintindihan pa ang sarili. Gusto kong bumigay na nang tuluyan. But didn't I just give in? Kay Julian, hindi ba't senyales na iyon ng pagsuko sa kaniya? He didn't fully take me, I let him touch me and if he insists, I would definitely give him my permission to take me. Hindi ko na iisipin pa ang lugar kung nasaan kami. The pleasure he gave was too much that I'd forget everything.
Siguro, kahit anong tanggi ko sa kaniya na wala na talaga akong pakialam pa. bibigay at bibigay pa rin talaga ako kay Julian. Na sa huli, siya at siya pa rin ang hahayaan kong hawakan at angkinin ako. Dahil mahal ko siya.
I love him and because of it, I am willing to just... give in to him. I had my hesitations and all because I was afraid that I might get hurt again. Pero napagtanto ko na hindi nam
