CHAPTER 38 I actually want to spend my Sunday playing all day, and I already spend half of my day for that. I really don't have enough energy to get out or do something, I just want to relax and this is my only way to do that. Not until Zy send me a reminding message. She's talking about the present I need to buy for her brother Zeke. Now I remember that I am thinking for that matter yesterday at the Underground, I just forget about it after I talk with Gai before we go home. Yeah, every single day I talk to him... I already assume that there is a possibility that he will hurt me again. That always happened and I always allow myself to get hurt. I even cry a lot last night. Zy and I have long night to talk about what Gai said to me and Zy even remind me that its really my fault because

