It didn't took a long time for me to arrive in a park near our tower. However, I didn't go home to my unit just yet. As I wanted a peaceful time for myself to think things through, I turned off my phone to prevent any distraction. Going back to my unit would only make myself lose control and drown in my thats that could turn the wheels into the wrong path. If ever Gavin would notice and realize that I've gone off already, he would surely look in unit. My mind was fighting against my heart who just wanted to rest for tonight. I was screaming and demanding to meet Gavin— talk to him and finally settle things out, but my decisions to be alone and spend time with myself was overpowering its thirst for his presence. I didn't want to have a confrontation with him, while my mind and heart in a

