JAYEM
I felt dizzy and I can’t carry myself right now, but I’m not drunk and I’m very sure of that. I am fully aware of what is happening. Argh, I kissed her. I badly wanted to kiss her, hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. Hindi ko naman naramdaman na ayaw niya. She kissed me back, so I’m sure she wanted it too. She is silent right now at hindi makatingin ng diretso sa akin. I was just staring at her innocent face and I can’t freaking help it. Maya-maya pa ay tumayo siya at inalalayan ako.
“Matulog ka na, lasing ka na.” Inakay niya ako sa braso niya. While I am fully leaning on her.
“Hindi nga ako lasing,” sagot ko sa kanya.
Nakarating na kami sa kama at ihihiga na sana niya ako pero hinatak ko siya at bumagsak kaming dalawa sa kama. We are now lying on the bed at yakap-yakap ko siya.
