Chapter 10: Untouched

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Dalton I was humming as I cook for my dinner. I am cooking pork adobo this time, still one of my favorites. Tinimplahan ko na siya kanina at hinalo-halo gamit ang talented kong mga kamay, bago sinalang sa stove. I prefer cooking adobo that way para dumikit at maging malasa ang karne. I am just wearing a boxer briefs and an apron to cover my upper body. Nagsalang na rin ako ng bigas sa rice cooker. It’s past six in the evening and I usually eat at around seven. Gusto ko kasi na bababa na muna ang kinain ko bago humiga at matulog. At nine or ten, time na iyon para matulog unless I have to do something important or I will go out and party. I sat down and breathed out heavily. Nakakalungkot din ang mag-isa sa bahay. Gigising ka nang wala kang kasama sa bahay, magiintinding mag-isa at hindi pwedeng tamarin unless I want to order food and bring my clothes to the laundry. Pagkauwi galing sa school, wala kang madadatnan sa bahay. Ikaw muli ang kikilos. Noong una, nahirapan ako sa independent life pero mabilis ko rin lang nakapa ang lahat at nakapag-adjust. All I learned for being independent is to not feel like you are alone but enjoy your freedom still with limitations. Mahirap kapag iisipin mo ang lungkot. If you want to live life on your own, you need to be brave. You need to believe in yourself that you can do it. Problems will surely arise and you have to solve it on your own. Problems may appear to be so burdensome but if you believe in yourself and have faith in God, you can surpass it. Malakas na ang usok na lumalabas sa takip ng niluluto ko kaya lumapit ako at hinalo ito. Amoy na amoy ko ang napakabangong amoy. Mapaparami na naman ako kain ko nito. I turned off the stove and gracefully transferred the adobo to the bowl. Natatakam na ako dahil sa amoy nito pero mamaya na ako titikim. Saktong tumunog na ang rice cooker. Inilagay ko na lang ito sa lamesa at tinakipan ang ulam bago pumunta sa sala para manuod saglit. At dahil mabils din lang akong nabagot sa pinapanood ay nagcheck na lang ako ng messages ng mga ulupong kong kaibigan. Miggy the Pogi Nasuka ako sa amoy ng pabango ng bisita ni Daddy. Ayun tuloy, nalaman na uminom ako. Tangina, kayo ang may kasalanan nitong paghihirap ko ngayon! Dito ako matutulog sa company! Killian the Sad Boy Napaka-tanga naman ng pabango noong babae. Hindi man lang umiwas sa ilong mo. Lothaire the Juts Kaya nga. Ang tanga masyado. Kahihiyan amputa. Juanderpets the Wala Lang Sa susunod kasi, kapag Friday na lang tayo uminom o kaya Saturday. Kung makainom pa, akala ko mo’y wala ng bukas. Haines the Addict *Cactus Emoji* Siraulo talaga. Tamad mag-type kahit kailan. At humaba pa ang usapan nila hanggang sa nagtatalo na at kung ano-anong mga walang kwentang usapan ang pumuno sa group chat namin. I smiled as I looked at our group picture. I love my friends. They are the one who made my life here meaningful. Mga ulupong pero kaya kong makipag-basag ulo para lang maipagtanggol sila. Pero kung sila ang may mali, bahala silang malumpo. Kidding. I know my friends at hindi sila mga siraulo. Mga loko pero alam nila ang tama at mali. Unang tingin pa ang, alam mo na agad na hindi sila iyong mayayabang at naghahanap lagi ng away at hindi rin katulad ng mga taong oras-oras ay may gustong patunayan. They are part of the humblest of the humblest. I fished my phone on the sofa and stood up. I will have my dinner now. I was in the middle of enjoying my food when my unit’s doorbell rang. Tamad akong tumayo dahil kumakain ako pero dahil sa paulit-ulit nitong pagtunog ay kunot-noo kong binaybay ang pintuan. First time kong ma-encounter ito. Medyo pagalit pa akong sumilip sa peep hole pero nang makita kung sino iyon ay nawala agad-agad ang galit ko at saka binuksan ang pintuan. “What do you need, Rita?” She just rolled her eyes on me and pushed me so she can have her way. Naiwan ako sa may pintuan nang matagumpay siyang nakapasok. I can’t believe this girl. I laughed humorously and closed the door. “Sa kusina tayo. Kumakain kasi ako. If you want, you can just wait here and watch or you can join me,” I said, making her feel like an important guest. She just gave me a small smile and sat comfortably on the sofa. Napatingin ako sa suot niya. She grab a throw pillow and she covered her exposed long and white legs. Napabalik tuloy ang tingin ko sa kaniya bago napatawa nang nakakaloko. Conservative? “I had my dinner already. I’ll just wait you here.” Pigil ang tawa kong tumango sa kaniya at pinag-aralan muna ang mukha niyang hindi makatingin sa akin bago ako natatawang umalis doon. Dahil sa biglang ganda ng mood ko ay hindi ko namalayan na naging ganado ako lalo sa pagkain habang panaka-naka ang tingin sa aking bisita. Tanging ulo lang niya ang nakikita ko dahil sa patalikod ang pagkakapwesto nito sa sala. “How long would it take for you to finish your food? It’s not that I am hurrying you up, I was just asking!” Sigaw ni Rita mula sa sala. She is now looking at me and all I can see is her face up to her sexy neck. It excites me that she is here, but I need to be careful not to let hher play with me and will leave again. I don’t know what will happen now and what she is up to but I don’t care about that anymore. She is in my territory, she went here voluntarily, I can do anything but no to forcing and hurting a woman. Well, I know for sure, she would love what I will do to her. Pagkatapos kumain ay hinugasan ko muna ang kinainan ko at nagsepilyo bago siya binalikan sa sala. She is my guest but she can wait. I know, na-bore na siguro siya pero oras ko kanina ng pagkain, hindi pwedeng maudlot unless emergency. Umupo ako sa tabi niya at inilagay ang dalawang kamay sa sandalan. Bigla siyang napatuwid ng upo, ingat na ingat na hindi magtama ang kamay ko sa likuran niya. It amuse me how Rita is behaving. From a bold woman to this. Ano bang trip ng babaeng ito? She started behaving like this, getting distant with me when I brought her in the stock room. “So? What brought you here?” “I don’t want you around me anymore,” medyo pasigaw niyang saad nang humarap siya sa akin. I got shocked at first but I ended up laughing. I got teary eyed and hold my hurting stomach. She doesn't want me around her anymore? I shouldn't get upset. “You’re saying?” “I said, I don’t want you- Dalton!” Mabilis ko siyang hinila at saka pinaupo sa kandungan ko. Nasa magkabilang hita ko ang tuhod niya habang siya ay nakakapit sa balikat ko at masama akong tinitingnan. I placed my hands on her sexy butt as I pulled her closer to my body. I suddenly closed my eyes because of the contact between our private parts. I sniffed her neck as I lick her ears. “You are saying?” Pinipisil-pisil ko ang pang-upo niya at saka pinadaanan ng dila at labi ang collar bone niya. Ramdam na ramdam ko na ang malalalim niyang paghinga. Ito ba ang ayaw? “Dalton…” nahihirapan niyang saad habang ang mga mata ay nagiging mapungay na. I know you are affected, Rita. How can you say that? “Tell me, what’s stopping you, Rita?” I get back to kissing ang licking her collar bone and when I am about to lower down my kissed, she held my face to stop me. “I don’t want anyone touching my private parts. No one can’t…” nahihirapan pa rin niyang saad at saka nagsusumamong tumingin sa akin. Bigla akong napa-seryoso sa sinabi niya. “Anong kalokohan ang pinagsasasabi mo?” She used to hang out with boys, play with them and in fact, she plays in front of them. Dahil sa kaguluhan ay nakatakas siya sa hawak ko at saka tumayo. “I know you are wondering, yes, it’s true that I play infront of boys but I never let them touch me. Kaya nga ginagawa ko iyon, eh. Inuunahan ko na sila. I need to be in control or else, they will. I don’t know what’s with me also. I appear to get superior over boys because I want to have my own rule and with you… I don’t know anymore. I can’t control you and it’s hurting me.” “Wait…” I am still processing what she said. She’s never been touched pero ang lakas niyang gawin iyon sa akin o sa ibang lalaki. Kung ayaw naman pala niya ay bakit pa niya ginagawa ang paglalaro sa harapan ng iba’t ibang lalaki? “So you’re telling me that you are a virgin and untouched?” “Of course I am!” she answered with conviction. “You think I am that easy?” I can still perfectly remember the time that I first met her. She is hanging out with boys, looking so slutty and spoiled. I first thought she sleeps with different boys, so possibly, she is not a virgin anymore. And right now… Napatayo ako at saka hindi makapaniwalang tumingin sa kaniya. Pinag-aralan ko ang buo niyang katawan at makalipas ang ilang minuto ay natawa na lang ako. Naalala ko ‘yong time na dinala ko siya sa stock room at hinalikan sa pagitan ng kaniyang dibdib. She slapped me. Pero noong nasa bar kami, she let me touch her boob. Hindi nga lang touch eh, pinalamas pa niya. Kahibangan. “You came here to tell these stupid jokes. Just say straight to my face that you lose. If you don’t want me around you anymore, you stay away from me and do not tell me this. I first approach you but you came to me the second time, Rita. Let me remind you that. You even volunteered yourself in playing infront of me! Now, do it before I forget that I met you. Prove to me and show what you do to other men, you bítch!”
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