Chapter 45 "Regret" I did not have a good sleep at hindi na rin ako aasa sa susunod pang mga gabi. Until he is here I won’t have my peace of mind. I get up and changed into my sports bra and leggings. I decided to jog to release stress and exercise as well. Kung hindi ako gagalaw malulunod lang ako sa mga iniisip ko. Overthinking is the least thing that I want right now. Lumabas ako ng kuwarto. I move to the next room kung nasaan si Alexandrino. Kumatok ako. He did not respond or open the door kaya I tried to open it. Hindi naman naka-lock. Pumasok na lang ako. He is tying his shoe lace. I think he is going out for a run too. Nag-angat siya ng tingin sa akin. “Sama ka? I’ll run around the village,” sabi ko. Tumayo na siya. Sinuot niya ang dry-fit sando na nasa kanyang kama. Tumalikod

