Chapter 47 “Lies” There is a break loose of emotions within me. I don’t know how to start sorting out my emotions. Right now I am bombarded with a lot of thoughts. And he is not helping. I am back at it again kung saan nagpapadala ako sa emosyon ko. Did I just f*****g admit last night that I am still in love with him? Dammit! “I-it was nothing!” “Nothing?” He leered. “Raikko, I don’t want to argue with you.” My fingers rake my hair. I feel so problematic. “What happened was… I was just d-drunk.” He shook his head. He smirked and looked at me with disbelief in his eyes. “Why do you keep on making excuses?” “I am not making up excuses!” “Really? Because I can clearly see you're avoiding things.” “So you know me better than myself now? Stop fussing! It was just s*x!” I bit my lower

