Enver gave me what I needed after we talked inside his car.
The time and space that I need. The chance to process everything.
Well, it is not like we are avoiding each other. We are still talking but he made sure that it was all about work. Besides that, he never really mentioned anything about what we discussed back then.
And I silently thank him for that.
Alam kong hindi madali para sa part niya ang gusto ko lalo na’t nakikita ko sa mga mata niya ang kagustuhang ipaliwanag sa akin ang lahat ng nangyari noon.
Pero hindi pa ako handang marinig iyon.
And I also know that this is too selfish on my part but I need to gather more courage for everything. Gusto kong maging handa sa kung ano ang sasabihin niya at sa kung ano ang magiging desisyon ko kapag narinig ko na ang mga dapat niyang
