Maybe the thought of him being mine wasn't enough. Maybe I need something more. Something simple like holding his hand in public. Can kiss him in public without any worries. Maybe I'm not really into this type of secrecy. I hate to say that I regretted agreeing to this situation but what can I say? I like him, a lot. I don't know why I felt this way towards a person that I only knew a week ago. I felt guilty of feeling regret. I need to remind myself that I'm the one who brought myself into this kind of situation. Siguro ay hindi lang ako sanay sa ganito at isa pa unang pakikipagrelasyon ko ito. First relationship ngunit sekreto. I don't know how to feel when I heard the word secret one more time. Four days had passed already and I think I'm already sick at looking of how Nicole

