I should have asked him to be patient with me. Sana sinabi ko na I need to figure myself out. It's not because I don’t want to marry him. Pero gusto kong ikasal kami sa tamang oras, `yong walang gulo, wala ng Cindrex at wala nang Stephen na tinatakbuhan.
Pero mukhang nagkamali ako. Maling-mali.
Ilang oras na lang and this condo unit will turn into a hell room. Walang maririnig na ingay, walang ibang makikita kung `di white ceiling, no one would dare to ask about the owner and no one will take the courage to live here and suffer for the rest of their lives. Ang maalala nalang ng mga tao ay mayrong babaeng nagcommit dito ng suicide because of depression.
I don't know if it's the right thing to do. I don't know if I can wait for him a little longer. I don't know kung kaya ko bang mabuhay n
