I keep tossing and turning here in my bed because I could not sleep. After my conversation with the woman named Pat, whom I met at the central park, I could not stop thinking about her. I know, this may sound love at first sight but totally not, okay? Bilib lang talaga ako sa kanya kasi siya, kaya niyang iwan ng basta-basta ang boyfriend niya lalo na at alam niyang hindi naman siya tunay na mahal nito. I guess I can learn from her since I can't keep up with what she can do. I can't just forget everything about what I like about Lavender in just a snap. It took me years to make it as a form of love and that also made me look like this. A person who really has a hard time moving on from my feelings to her.
Palagi ko naman kasing pinapaalala ang sarili ko na hindi kailanman magiging kami ni
