"Ayos ka lang?"
Tanong ni Sarah as we get in to her car, in teary eyes nakatulala ako ngayon, my hand and shoulder is shaking kaya pinipilit kong kontrolin ang emotions ko when Sarah hold my hand kaya napatingin ako sa kaniya.
"It is okay Kate, just cry it out, you can't control it anymore, it is okay to cry and be emotional"
Sa sinabi ni Sarah doon na ako humagulgol ng iyak.
"Hmmmm....sob*sob* hmmmm...hmmmm sob*sob* ang sakit eh, ang sakit sakit, naiinis ako sa sarili ko, I should understand her I shouldn't be hurt, it isn't her job to mind my feelings kasi hindi kami, pero hindi ko na lang kasi kaya kanina, I need to let it out, wala akong laban sa paghihiganti niya, I am just an ex, just a trusted friend, I am just a person she need and I should understand that pero hindi ko magawa.
