Commitment

Chapter 45

Dahil sa naging usapan namin ni Linwel, gumaan ang pakiramdam ko. Totoo ngang communication can be used as comfort. Because I shared it to someone, nabawasan ang bigat at sakit na tinatago ko.

But, I may pass it to him. Minsan, hindi rin maganda na may alam ka o may nalaman ka. Sometimes, it can make someone depress by only knowing the truth, although I don't think aabot sa ganoon si Linwel.

Soon, I will have to tell this to my parents. Everything about what happened to me on my first days on Contario. I'm not sure if I'd be happy to tell them I became a mafioso. A criminal, indeed. Hindi lang basta sa salita kung hindi pati sa gawa.

Kahit mahirap lang kami, hindi ako tinuruan ng magulang kong maging masama kaya papaanong mangyayari 'yon sa akin? Hindi naman sila nagkulang. Never. Lahat