A week had passed since that kind of ‘date’ between Erebus and I happened, at hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin siya nakababalik ng palasyo magmula no‘ng iniwan niya akong mag-isa sa garden na iyon.
And somehow, the moment that he was gone one my sight, I was kind of disappointed and I don’t really know why, or should I say, hindi na naman ako nagiging honest sa sarili kong nararamdaman.
Alam ko kung bakit ako nakaramdam ng pagkadismaya no‘ng iniwan niya akong mag-isa, at alam na alam ng utak at puso ko kung bakit ako nagka-gano‘n dahil lang sa kaniya, pero hindi ko magawang isipin na ang dahilan na nasa isip ko ang may kagagawan kaya ko naramdaman ang mga ‘yon.
I know, this sudden shift in Erebus’ character really hits me hard that I did not even have time to dodge it, but I reallt still
