Tinignan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin ng aking banyo at napangiwi. I looked horrible. My eyes were puffy and red from all the crying that I did. Alas onse na ng gabi nang matapos ako sa pag-iyak. I thought that I’m already done crying in my car a while ago but it was just the start. Pinagpahinga lang pala niya ako kanina noong makauwi ako. Now, I couldn't stop myself from crying again.
Who would’ve thought that this kind of thing would happen? Wala. I never expected this. Hiwalay naman na kami ni Seatiel noong nabuntis niya si Aneesa but it still hurts… He made a promise to me, but he made a family with her. Ano pang laban ko roon?
Huminga ako nang malalim bago maghilamos ng aking mukha. I should be sleeping now but I didn’t think I could sleep. Lumabas na ako ng banyo at papasok na sana
