Chapter 15

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a/n:UNEDITED HI IT'S BEEN A WHILE SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT HAHAHA TINIMING KO TALAGA NGAYON MAG UD TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA TANDERS NA AKOHAHAHAHAH. THANK YOU LORD FOR EVERYTHING I OWE IT ALL TO YOU!!!! 1 Chronicles 16:34: "Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever." Colossians 3:15: "Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." Chapter 15 "ALAM MO BA KUNG BAKIT SOFT HEARTED KA? KASI NANDYAN SI LORD SA PUSO MO" it was Doctora Walcox talking to me. I was just like feeling opening to her lalo na ngayon sa kalagayan ko.ambilis talaga ng hinayupak na iyon sobrang bilis ng sperm niya at naka jackpot kaagad. Hindi na umepekto pa ang anti-pregnancy na tinurok ko mismo sa aking sarili now Delaying my menstruation just for one week is really a big thing for me isang araw pa nga lang ng lumampas eh kinabahan na ako kaagad pinaniwala ko pa ang sariling baka na delay lang ng konti but it turns out and pass by a week and my confirmation was already written in this one piece of paper with a capital letter P-O-S-I-T-I-V-E  i am pregnant  with his baby. "t-tita c-can I ask for a favor about this" nahihiyang sabi ko habang nakatingin sa kaniya pleadingly. She sigh and she patted my shoulder "you can count on me hija, but I advise you should still tell him after all he was the father mahirap mag buntis na ikaw lang you need a companion of your husband" paalala nito sa akin. Kiming ngumiti lang ako nagpasalamat at umalis dumiretso ako sa condo ni Bronze where Cy is there. Priness ko ang thumb and the door opened. Nasa pintuan pa lang ako yung masarap na amoy ng singang na baboy na ang naamoy ko bigla akong nagutom. Kaya mabilis akong pumasok and I saw Cy preparing our lunch. "Uy! Dyan ka na pala Bree" aniya mabuti na lang medyo okay na siya ngayon she was now taking the medication we are still looking for a bone marrow transplant for her and we are expecting it for 3 months lalo na't naka line up na rin naman siya doon ang gagagawin ko lang ngayon is to free her from stress that include his jerk of a husband "musta anong resulta magiging ninang na ba ako?" she said in a jolly tone. I should still be happy a baby is always a blessing di lahat ng babae nabibiyayaan ng anak. "expect your godchild Cy" ani ko. "woaahhhh!!!!!! Congrats sistah! Mudrabells ka na!!!" tili niya na pinatahimik ko na lang "sorry! Yiieeee.... So happy for you!!!!" anito at yumakap sa akin ng mahigpit. "so anong plano mo ngayon niyan?" tanong niya sa akin habang kumakain kami. "for me this is only mine and actually I don't want to share it with him wala na akong plano Cy. all was on my mind is leaving all alone and I did not really expect it will turn out like this." Sabi ko. "don't worry Bree nandito naman ako I will support you" aniya. Kumain kami ng magana sa araw na iyon iniiwasan ang topic na toxic at nakakadulot ng stress sa aming pareho. Afternoon nap time came we indulge ourselves in watching Korean dramas shet at halos pag agawan na naman si Captain Ri at ang nakakaaliw na north Korean soldier squad... only be interrupted ng manood naman kami ng world of married feeling ko apektadong apketado kaming pareho na we are alsmots crying in every episode. Tapos ng may biglang tumaag sa akin and I was like answering it in a tone like sobbing... "why are you crying baby?" sagot nito at nabitawan ko na lang ang cellphone ng mapatantong siya nga iyon.pinulot ko ang cellphone at inedn call kaagd iyon wala pang ilang Segundo when he call back again. I sent him a text and afterwards I block his number. To: 0926XXXXXXX I have a runny nose stop texting me. Sent! I turn off my phone and Cy was looking at me mischieviously.nginusuan ko naman siya dahil sa tipo ng tingin niya sa akin "no comment Bree I told you gonna support you all the way." Aniya. After our nap time nag order na lang ako ng pang merienda namin I was actually craving for teobeokki and samgyupsal.nakakagutom no'n should I called Pres. Jung and Geum para padalhan ako dito We ate our afternoon snacks at pagpatak ng 6:00 pm nag-paalam na ako kay Cy na aalis lalo na't nag request si Mommy and Daddy for my presence sa bahay mismo namin bumalik na kasi sila doon hindi nila ako napilit na mag stay sa bahay niya. Kababa ko palang and was finding a cab kundi lang talaga napatigil ako sa mismong harap ko huminto ang isang magarang sasakyan. Tumitigka iyon sa itim di pa ako nakakahinuha sa ulay black na sasakyan ng may sumunod naman dito na kulay gray naman. hindi ko na lang pinansin iyon at lalamapasan n asana kung hindi ko lang talaga nakita kung sino ang bumaba. Napatiimbagang ako sa dalawang lalaki na ngayo'y palapit sa akin.ang dalawang kampon ng kadiliman. "wala dito ang hinahanap mo" iritableng sagot ko sabay talikod sa kanila hindi ko maatim na makasama sila. hinugot ko ang cellphone at tinawagan ang security team ng building kung mag tangka man siyang pumasok I ask to blacklisted him in the list.ramdma ko ang pagsunod niya sa akin. "stop following me!" I hissed "gabi na mahamog. Madalang dito ang sasakyan" banayad niyang sabi sa akin and it was like bumabalik ang dating way na pag aapproach niya sa akin his concerns are having this big impact on me parang di na ako sanay I was expecting dominant and ballistic Evan. "katawan ko to wala kang pakielam! Stop feeding me with you façade lies kotang kota na ako dyan" inis na sabi ko habang patuloy na lumalakad sa waiting shed I still felt his presence sa likod ko ang tigas ng ulo niya nilabas ko ang cellphone and I called Bronze buti naman at on the way na daw siya. "narinig mo yon papunta na si Bronze umalis ka na!" taboy ko sa kaniya. "I will wait for him to pick you here tska ako aalis" still his voice so calmly and soft. Napakagat labi na lang ako dahil sa katigasan ng ulo niya. huminto ang pamilyar na sasakyan ni Bronze sa harap naming he went out "Bronze" sabi ko "Kuya!" bati niya dito imbes na ako ang unang batiin nauna pa siya sa akin umismid na lang ako hinatak ang pinto ng kotse sa passenger seat I went in and lock it buti na lang at tinted naman ang sasakyan sinilip ko sila and they are talking sa inis ko binaba ko ang bintana at sinigawan si Bronze "ano ba uuwi ba tayo oo makikipag story telling ka pa dyan?" sikmat ko sa inis nakita kong tumalima naman ito at pumasok na while he was driving I saw his car na nakabuntot at nakasunod sa amin lalong pumait ang mukha ko at yung inis ko umakyat na talaga naalibadbaran ako sa pagmumukha niya. ng makarating ami ng bahay I went down easily and went inside nakaupo na sa hapag si daddy at mommy. At mukhang kami na lang ang hinihintay. "anak!" "mom/dad" sabi ko sabay halik at mano sa kanilang pareho. Umupo na rin ako and saw the set up of the table inupuan ko ang isa and there are other two space for I know kung kanino,maya-maya lang ay pumasok na sila ni Bronze na nakwekwentuhan at tila nag bibiruan pa. nag umpisa na lang akong kumain at pilit na binabalewala ang presensya niya. and so I thought he would seatdown beside Bronze when he pulled the placemat and the utensils tabi sa inuupuan ko. "hijo" si Mommy sa kaniya. "mhie?" he ask habang ang aking ina naman ay tila magiliw na magiliw na nakatingin sa amin "wala lang hijo I'm just so happy for you" sabi nito "I was mhie, I am very happy" aniya napaigtad ako ng humaplos ang kamay niya sa aking hita. Umusog ako ng konti making a little bit of space para hindi magkabanggaan ang mga siko naming dalawa at para na rin iiwas ko ang katawan sa kaniya,tango at iling lang din ang sagot ko kay Mommy na una akong tumayo saying my reasons to do so. Umakyat ako at nasa mismong harap na ako ng kwarto ko ng mapatigil ako remembering kung saan nga siya nag iistay na kwarto kaya imbes na pumasok sa kwarto ko I decided to take the guestroom to sleep. Sinubukan kong buksan sarado iyon I check the other guestroom lahat din ay halos na kasarado.i have no choice but to go back to my room hinawakan ko ang door knob and it was open pumasok ako my former room was not a single room anymore parang lumaki and parang kasing laki na ito ng masters bedroom his scent are all over the room not minding of the smell pumasok ako ng banyo and I grab my jammies my former jammies na iniwan ko doon which is properly naka tuck doon sa cabinet mabilis kong nagpalit I went out of the bathroom and timing naman papasok siya ng kwarto. "sa kama ako dyan ka sa sofa or much better you can use the guest room" walang paligoy-ligoy na sabi ko hindi siya kumibo kaya nahiga na lang ako sa kama patalikod sa kaniya and I force myself into deep sleep. It was 30 minutes ng lumaba siya ng comfort room the room light are already in dim light but I saw his shiloutte and the white towel in his shoulder na nakasampay. His scent are overflowing inside the room damn bakit parang bangong bango ako sa kaniya narinig kong bumukas ang kwarto at sumarado. Opening my eyes and sighing deeply nabawasan ang amoy and I feel disappointed nagulat ako ng biglang bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto at mabilis ko ulit na pinikit ang mga mata gusto kong humarap sa kaniya and smell him damn wag talaga sabihing siya ang pinaglilihian ko naku at napakalaking problema noon sa part ko. Napigil ko ang paghinga ng maramdaman ko ang braso niyang pumalibot sa aking bewang and his face his nose specifically is touching on my nape smelling it..napatayo tuloy ang buhok ko doon sa batok. "I'm sorry it was not my intention to bring him there, I didn't know na sumunod pala siya sa akin" his soft voice was so soothing to hear.yung tipong sige pa magsalita ka pa I want to hear more of your voice damn talagang pati itong nasa loob ko ka fetus fetus palang pero mukhang makatatay na ah. "wag mo akong yakapin mainit!" singhal ko inalis ko ang kamay niya sa bewang ko at mas lalong umusog pa hindi siya umimik sa reklamo ko I heard a tapping sound of something and few minutes later naramdaman ko na lang ang malamig na buga ng aircon. "it's cold now I need a body heat baby" kung kanina yakap lang sa bewang now it is more than that he made me his human pillow his hands now are inside of my jammies caressing my tummy nakakakiliti pinigilan ko ang nais sabihin sa kaniya I hate it but my feelings want it kelan ba ako mananalo sa lalaking ito. his head dock in the nook of my shoulder ramdam ko ang pag-amoy amoy niya sa akin and his lips touching my bare skin. Sususwayin ko n asana kung hindi ko lang narinig ang mahinang paghilik niya. itry to remove from his embrace pero di ko pa nga nagagawa mas lalong humigpit pa ang yakap niya sa akin. " I won't let you go baby never again.." "umusog ka doon" mahinang saway ko. "okay" he said at mas lalo pang nagsumiksik sa akin. "Isa! Sabing doon ei" nag uumpisang sikmat ko na sa kaniya. Akala ko hindi na susunod but he pulled out. At umusog na nga malayo sa akin. I was ready to close my eyes ng biglang parang lumutang ako and found myself on top of him. "uusog ako baby pero sasama pa rin kita" he said, I tried to get off in his grip "sleep now wife, may nagigising" banta niya and I felt it in my thigh. "let go of me then"hamon ko at tinukod ang kamay sa magkabilang gilid niya at pilit tumatayo mula sa pagkakadagan ko sa dibdib niya at nang makabwelo ako I was aiming to do it. "I told you I won't " he said in a firm voice at kahit na madilim ang paligid I saw his sharp eyes pertaining to me at nang magkatitigan kami I blink twice saw his eyes from being sharp to a soft one. "sleep now baby, mamili ka matutulog ka o gagawa pa ako ng paraan para makatulog ka you know my friend down there misses you so much for sure you will be damn sore and won't be able to walk tomorrow" aniya.he pulled me back napahiga tuloy ako ulit sa dibdib niya. athindi pa siya nakuntento I heard a tapping sound again and felt the he put the aircon on the maximum level. I zipped my lip not wanting for another argument at lalo na't mukhang alas dose na ng hating gabi. "hoping this won't end baby I like it here with you in my arms" he said. "s-stop bluffing hindi ako si ate---" Ni hindi ko pa natatapos ang pagkakasabi ng baliktarin niya ang position namin making me under him. "now I love much better of this" he said at titig na titig sa akin I push my hand on his chest stopping him pero parang tila papel lang ako sa kaniya kaagan at tumiklop. "I was referring to my Mrs. Brillianna Silver Paltrow" sabi niya di pa nakuntento at sinasiba ako ng halik. I close my mouth but how can't I win with this man who is a walking pleasure of his own. "I can't wait to see the growing baby bump here baby" I was shocked and it give him the chance to deeper the kisses. Bakit alam niya? di kaya? empressJIA
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