Having to wait for Dominic's answer every day is plain torture.
Having to wait when there is no guaranteed happiness, in the end, is like living in misery.
There has not been a day when I didn't feel the anxiety, the stress, and the fears coming all at once and it is taking a toll on me. But despite that, I'll still wait even if I only have a few days to go. I am still believing that it will be all worth the wait. What if I'll just be patient? Dominic will surely come running after me.
That is what I wanna believe but that is not what I feel is happening. It is as if we are getting further and further away from each other. I haven't heard from him since the last time that I said that I will wait.
And I pity myself for being like this. I pity myself for begging to be taken by someone.
