WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE YOU?

UNEXPECTED QUARREL WITH KYLE

Masaya ang naging dinner and kwentuhan namin ni ivan na muntik ko ng makalimutan na uuwi. I have this beautiful big smile on my face when I got in our house, only to find out kyle was directly staring at me. And he was mad, Sa mukha at titig palang niya na parang nakakamatay. Wait! wala naman akong alam na ginawa kong masama right?

"Where the hell have you been?" malamig ang tono nito ng magtanong siya kaya napalunok ako. I wasn't born to be a weak girl pero ewan ko ba at pagdating sa kanya ay nagiging ganon ako. Siguro nga, Parte iyon ng pagmamahal.

"I.. uh... uhm.. I walk-"

"Tell me the truth Annie Delavega.." putol nito sa sinasabi ko kaya pinagpawisan ang kamay ko na nasa likod ko. I was like being tortured sa simpleng tanong niya.

"I.. Ivan treat me at jollibee.." mahinang sagot ko pero sapat na para marinig naming dalawa.

"What? Did I let you to have a date with that f*****g boy?"

Kunot noo akong napatingin sa kanya ng may pagtataka. Bakit parang feeling ko ay nagseselos siya na nagdate daw kuno kami ni ivan, when infact hindi naman.

"Oh Don't see me like that.. I don't love you, but I don't want my reputation to ruined!!"

Nasaktan ako sa direktang sinabi niya. f**k the hell out of him!

'I didn't do anything stupid.. And If there's one who's ruining your reputation, It's you. Don't put blame on me..'

Kulang nalang ay gusto kong ipagsigawan sa mukha niya ang bagay na iyon pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko. This is the path I take, as long as hindi siya tatapak sa end line ng pasensiya ko.

"Sorry, It won't happen again.." sagot ko na lamang sa mapagpakumbabang tono.

"Tss! Make sure, and by the way.. I'm going out. I'm sick of your face!!"

I closed my fist and try to calm my mind. Ayoko ng away kaya papalampasin ko ito.

"Saan ka pupunta? "

"Look asawa lang kita sa papel.. You don't have the right to question me where I am going, And don't act as if we are f*****g okay because we're not." sabi nito at pabalibag pa na sinara ang pinto habang ako ay napaupo sa sofa. Nanginginig ang kamay ko sa inis. How dare him to treat me like this?

'panindigan mo yan.. It's your fault why you're married to him!!'

I sigh and went on our room, not minding to change clothes. At inihiga ko na lamang ang sarili ko sa malambot na kama. Mahal ko e, I can't give up on him.

"Yes tama! " malakas na sabi ko ng may maisip akong idea. I have to make our relationship closer, at kapag nagawa ko iyon, mas mapadali na mapapaibig ko siya!!

Genious right? Ako yan e. Kaso lang hindi ako sure kung kaya kong tapatan ang pag ibig niya sa babaeng yon.

'Oh c'mon, You did the first step naman na, Kasal na kayo and you're legal, So you all have the right..'

kung siguro ay may bibig ang utak niya ay malamang kanina pa niya ito nakakausap. apakaingay din e!

Kinuha ko yung diary ko and then write the first step with a title of How to make Kyle fall inlove with me. At unang isinukat ko ay Smile Often. Hope it would work.

Ps. Nawala yung notebook ko kaya I don't have the original copy of this story, So might na mapalitan yung iba since I don't have a choice not to.. Lalo na at malayo ako sa amin and I don't often go home. Hope I can update time to time. I love you guys. enjoy reading?!