Rachel's Would I be considered a fool because I felt happy about what happened between us last night? Even though I know it was somehow because of alcohol's influence? I can't lie, and I don't want to; because honestly it felt so good to wake up being wrap with her warmth. I wanted to stay in her arms forever, how I wish; but hello reality, she maybe my future wife but it will only be in paper. I know she doesn't even give a damn about me. I stared at her angelic face, from her baby bangs down to her nose; oh and then her lips. My eyes got stuck on those plump, remembering that silly kiss. I traced the edge of her beautiful face, and sighed for I know she can never be mine. She can never be. What if's are now starting to build, what if mas nauna ko siyang nakilala kay Gretchen; what

