Chapter 38 - Not Too Cruel
A week passed swiftly, but I was too occupied to notice. In no time soon, we will all be done and about in this hell of retraining period.
I barely talked to anyone - or anybody. Lagi akong lumalayo sa grupo para mapag-isa. Hindi na ako nag-participate pa sa kahit anong aktibidad. I heard others questioning why, but Kath was a life saver. She told them na may sakit ako and I don't feel well kahit pa hindi nya din ako nakakausap.
I ate only a bite or two, then I'm done. Wala akong gana sa lahat nang bagay. Nauubos ang oras ko maghapon na nakatanaw lamang sa bukas na balkonahe na nagpapakita ng view ng bughaw na karagatan. I feel lost. Drowned. Suffocated.
Not even Travis or Dos had enough guts to talk to me. Or even see me. They too, are missing in action. We
