Since I was a little girl as long as I can remember I lived with Uncle Richard and his mate Khloe, I have lived in the Blood Moon pack since I was a little girl........ I'm all alone I don't have any family, No brothers No sisters No mum No dad I was all alone I will stay alone I am broken can my life change for the better or will it only get worse, Just when I think it can't get any worse it does the triple alphas declare me as their mate, I reject the alphas of the blood moon pack...................... As my mates I'm a nobody will they just bully me more how would they treat me? can I get away I will run away I will be strong... I will get free or will it back ? on me what shall I do? who do I have? Richard always told me I'm a nobody I'm nothing...... I'm a burden that he doesn't want why did he save ME all these years ago Richard and Khloe have always hated me they said I look like my real parents they should have left me to be slaughtered...... what do I do? what can I do? I don't have any mates but just one day it's changing but will it be better or will it be worse? I decided to try and run away but do I break free that's the question for me. I can do this? I can be better I can do better I need to change this life before Richard ends mine... I wish I could meet my real parents what if Richard told me the truth what if they want to kill me what if they hate It will kill me! It's going to destroy me who am I what am I? what if I don't get a wolf what will happen to me then? I'm all alone I'm broken in every way, Until I ran away I was stuck with these monsters, I asked Richard one day about my family and I got the beating of my life, what anit that man and his mate khloe done to me, They have beaten me They abused me They bullied me No wonder I'm a big mess I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel I'm a person who is full of darkness with no one to care no one to love and cherish me I would be better off dead at least I'll be at peace but I don't even have the luxury to end my life to end this world to end me........... I do wonder who I am and what I am as I can hear sounds for miles away when I'm lying on my mattress in the basement......... I don't even get a bed I don't get anything I'm allowed the basics of life that's all, "Khloe can I have a pillow please my side keeps hurting and my back is breaking" "don't ask me for anything you stupid child get out of my site and speak to me when I tell you your allowed to do you understand" Why is my life so bad? I didn't ask to be born did I I didn't ask them to save me ill rather be dead than live with them.......... One day I will be stronger I will be better I will be free and no one's going to stop me..... Untill one day I lost everything and everyone...... Will I be alright will I be ok

This is a story and it's my true life I'm 32 years old and I've always wanted to write about my life and how I can be better, How can I do better for my children, I've been with the father to my children for over 20 years to know he cheated with someone right next to me, He tho I was alseep but I know what I heard, In this book it's NOT friction it's a true documentary,