My Ex-wife is My CEO

***ALENA'S P.O.V*** It was not going to be easy and I just know that it will not be easy and I think that is. I am not going to let it all affect me. I am going to do whatever it takes, and that is, I love it. That is how it is and that is clear. I am just the only thing. I know that I know that is it and that is how it will be. I will protect my relationship at any cost and that is clear, as he came. I looked at him with love in my eyes and that was it. I know that he also wants this relationship and we both do. I actually worked it out. I went to him and then I held his hand and then I smiled at him and looked at him with tears in my eyes. I want to talk to you. You, I know that things are good in between us, but just let it be that I don't care about it. We will make it workout for the love that we both have for each other. OK, I know you also love me a lot.'' He just removed his hand from my grip. I was looking at him with tears in my eyes and with pain. I didnt care about it did he just ignored it. Chris. Why is he acting like that? I know that he loves me and he also wants to be with me. Then why the hell is he doing like that? Why am I behaving like that? I just didn't do it. "Alena, I am very clear about whatever I said to you. I don't want to be with you. I want a divorce and that is all that I know. I want my family to be happy and what you want is not possible.'' As he said, he just let go of my hand. How could he do that? How can he be so ruthless? I understand, I just dont understand this. Maybe this is how he has been for all this time and that is it. I just dont know about anything now. If this is what he wants, then I will let him know that I know I am not going to suffer for saving this to ''Cool Chris, if this is what you want, then I am OK with this. OK, I will do it. As you are saying. I will. This is exactly me. I think that for all these years I have been suffering just to protect this marriage. I I have. You have done nothing, you have just done nothing, not even a single thing. Now this is the end of our chapter. Now our story ends here. Now we end here. You and I are done now. I I I said to him very angrily, but I know very well what I am saying and why I am saying this and that is it. I just know it and that is clear, this is just the only thing that I know that we will never be together now. Our relationship, our love, everything is over now between us. And that is clear and that is it. This is just the only thing that I know and that is how it will be and that is clear and that is it. That is just the only thing that I know and that is it. This is how it will be. ''Just look at me and that is how it will be and that is how it is going to be, and that is clear, this is just the only thing that I know. It is that I love myself but this can't work out.''. I took a deep. This breathes and that is it. This is how it is he just wants to give up on me and that is it. This is how it is and that is clear, now we are done and that is clear and that is it. ''I just know this. Only this is how it is now. We are done now and we are over now, and now I don't even want this. I dont want you and that is it. I don't love you and that is clear, don't breathe. What is it and that is clear.'' I took a deep breath and then let all my tears go away and that is clear, that is it. I am not going to cry. For him, because he just doesn't deserve me and that is it, I just know this pretty well, that now we are both over and there is no way that we can be together and that is clear. That is just the only thing that I know and that is it. ''I never want to see your face again and that is what I know. I just know that you made the wrong decision that I took and I regret every single day of my life that I chose and that is it and that is how it is going to be. I hope that the day I never come when I will have to be with you or to see you again.. '' as he said comes to tears were flowing down my cheek. That is what he did. DREAM OVER My eyes just opened with tears in my eyes. Did I see this? I regret it every single day. I just regret it. We both say such unwanted things to each other now. Now I am going back to that place again to be with him. I dont know how I will be able to manage it all on my own. It is going to be very tough for me. It is just extremely tough to see him there every day in front of me. I just dont know about anything else apart from this. Then I and that is clear this is just the only thing that I know is that now how it is, then i got up and made my way to the living room and then mom saw me and then she came to me and then she smiled at me and caresses my cheek ''Alena good morning how are you my baby i hope that you slept well.'' ''I slept well and how was it? I just know one thing, that it is going to be tough. I am very scared.'' I took a deep breath and then decided that this is all that I know. I just said that to her and it is clear, this is just the only thing that I know. ''Alena, I just want to say one thing, that don't worry about anything. You are just going there to work.'' I smiled at her. I know what she meant and what she was thinking, but the only thing that I know is just this. I have to do it and I just have to hear what he is saying and that is it. I composed myself and then I smiled at her. "Yes mom, as you said, I am going to let myself get weak. I will make sure that nothing like that will happen because of why I am going to that office. I am just going to concentrate on that." I told her with a smile on my face. She smiled at me. Then I went to my room and then I got ready for my office. I looked at myself in the mirror and then I smiled at myself. I took a deep breath and then I went out of my room. My mom smiled at me and I gave her wishes to me which I knew were always going to be mine. I smiled at her and then I made my way out of my house to the parking car and sat in my car and then the driver drove the car to the place where he is. I never thought that I would ever be here, as I was just thinking the car stopped in front of the office, I got down from it and then I made my way there. As I was looking at the office, the only thing that was running in my mind was that this is the place where Chris and I are going to work together. I made my way inside with a heavy heart, I went to reception and then I asked her, "Could you please tell me where Derek's office is. I am Alena. I would like to meet him.". As soon as I told my name to her, she smiled at me and then she immediately said "7th floor mam." I smiled at her and then said "Thank you." After that, I made my way inside the elevator. I pressed the button for the 7th floor. This was not going to be easy, not by any chance, and I just knew it very well. As soon as the lift stopped, I went out of it and went on the floor. I looked at myself and then I composed myself. I took a deep breath and then as I went inside a man came to me with a smile on his face. "Alena Alena, finally you are here. I am so happy. Come, let me introduce you to everyone." I smiled at him. Thank god I met Derek. If anyone else had a lot entered, I would have shouted a lot as he had always done. "Hello Derek, it was a pleasure to meet you,sure." with the he introuduce me in yhe office ans yo everyone else i am happy i am very very happy that he is mu boss "So, Alena, now everyone is done. Now come, I will introduce you to our superstar. You might be thinking who is right. I am talking about Chris I," as he said, I said that now I should meet Chris. I was frozen. Honestly, I don't want to meet him, but I have to. I can't say no to Derek. For what reason I will say that I just smiled at him and then I followed him because I didn't know now what he would say or how he was going to react. He is for sure going to create a scene, a big one. I just nodded at him and then he took me to his cabin. He just knocked on the door and then he said "Come in." I have been hearing his voice after so many years. i just have not thought that I I would ever be in a situation where I then ever again see him then took a deep I and then i compose myself i have to calm down This is work. We both went into his cabin and then Chris saw me. He got up from his chair and then he came to us. He looked at me, "Chris is my champ, so the girl you are seeing here is Alena, our new CEO, and Alena, this is our superstar Chris.",,,,, as he said that, Chris smiled and then came and said. "Alena, who doesn't know her. We were at the same college. She was the top of college, a very very bright student." he said with a smirk on his face which just shows that he is, how he is and that is that I didn't I anything, as I I didn't want to create any trouble the only thing that i want is just to work peacefully i roll my eyes "That is just fabulous," as Derek said before he could say anything else. He had just made his way out of Chris' cabin when his phone rang. Then I looked at Chris and then I made my way to get out when he held my hand and then he made me look at me. He smirked at me and then he said "Welcome to hell, Alena, you chose this for yourself. That's why you decided that you wanted to come to this place and wanted to just bear it now." he said with a smoke. He just said it and then. He pushed him away and then I made my way to my cabin. How can he be? He is the same, he still thinks just about himself. I was about to enter my cabin when I saw Blair. He looked at me and then he smiled at me. I stopped on my way and then I smiled at him ''Alena, I am so so surprised to see you here. How are you gorgeous.'' I smiled at him. ''I am perfectly fine. How are you? '' ''I am also great, by the way, what are you doing here.'' as he asked me, I looked at him with a smile and then said ''I am your new CEO. I hope that you are OK with it.'' I took a deep breath and then said it. ''That is fabulous Alena, and one more thing why I won't be happy with you. shifting here I am absolutely fine with it, even I am very happy that you are going to be a part of this family.'' I smiled as he said it atleast there is someone who wants me here i am actualyy veyr very grateful that atleast i have Blair ''Thank you Blair, OK then I have to go. I have to work.'' I said that and then I made my way inside my cabin. I sat down in my chair and then rested my head on my hand. I just know that it is not going to be easy and, that is, I know it is just the only thing that I know and that is all that I know and that is clear. I have to be as far away from Chris as much as I can and that is the only thing that I can do is to have patience, because he is actually getting on my nerves. I just got to my cabin and then I thought about it. I just knew one thing, that this is not how it will be and that is it. I took a deep breath and then decided that I was not going to let it all be in vein. I guided Lily. I am just thinking that she will be able to handle it all and she will be able to take care of it and that is just the only thing that I know. "I don't want any mistakes, just talk to him and then just make it happen. I want things to just figure it out and that I do it." I took a deep breathe and then i decided that this is all that i want this is not going to be easy and this is not going to be as we will be doing it the only thibg that i know iz that i have to be careful i don't want to give Chris any chance to him so that he can shout at me TO BE CONTINUED....