BEATEN AND BULLIED AM I BROKEN ??

MY NAME IS GEMMA STAR I'M 15 YEARS OLD I LIVE WITH UNCLE RICHARD AND HIS MATE KHLOE THE DEVIL THEY ARE SUITED TOGETHER, It's a dark, cold thundering lighting rainy night outside I could hear voices upstairs I'm sitting in my room which is the basement, and all I have is a mattress with two ratty blankets and a bucket where I have to do the toilet, I don't have a television I don't have a phone I wasn't even allowed a proper quilt As Richard and Khloe are always telling me I'm not allowed luxury I'm only allowed the basics of living Khloe made a point in telling me that a pillow is a luxury and I can't and won't be having it I only get what they allow me to......... I heard Richard coming down the steps to the basement kicking off the wooded door shouting at me "YOUR A STUPID f*****g b***h THE STRESS I HAVE HAD SINCE I HELPED YOU, YOU WILL PAY FOR ALL MY SUFFERING THE HEADACHES I GET DAILY JUST BY LOOKING AT YOU" I quickly sat up leaning against the wall... He came over to where I was sitting bending down and pulling me by my chin so I could look at him he then took his other hand and punched me in my cheek, spitting on me, kicking me in the side and back, and yelling at me "YOU WILL NEVER BEEN FREE FROM ME DO YOU UNDERSTAND I WILL MAKE YOU SUFFER FOR AS LONG AS I LIKE" Richard then turned around after giving me a final look of disgust walking out of my room up the steps, I've always been on edge for as long as I can remember he's never been nice never shown me, love, he doesn't even care always telling me I'm nothing I will always be nothing I'm a burden to him and Khloe, The saddest thing is he's right I didn't ask to be born in the world, I don't have anybody I don't have any friends I'm a girl who was beaten and builled but not yet broken I'm all alone on my own........... It was a Monday morning I got up and my side and cheek, nose were still really hurting I didn't have my wolf so I didn't heal as fast as I would have liked it took me a good 10 minutes to get off my mattress I was in alot of pain so I did an easy dress code blue jeans and blue t-shirt, slapping my hair in a bun I was hoping to get the kitchen without anyone being there so I can get some breakfast and they wouldn't know but who was I kidding Khloe and Richard was already sitting and waiting for me, When I entered the kitchen there were Richard and Khloe she's never liked me from the day she met me she's hated me and she let me know it as well I haven't done anything wrong to her, Khloe looked my way and shouted " YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EAT NOW GET OUT OF MY SITE GET TO SCHOOL BEFORE I DRAG YOU THERE MYSELF WHEN YOU PAY YOUR WAY DO LET ME KNOW YOU STUPID MUTT " I LOST IT SO I SHOUTED BACK AT HER " WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG I HAVEN'T HAD ANYTHING TO EAT ALL DAY I WON'T BE HAVING ANY DINNER AS I GOT NO DINNER MONEY LEFT " Well me and my big mouth biggest mistake I made I'll be surprised if I make it tho the night after this... Khloe stood up from her chair walked over to where I was grabbed me by my hair and shouted "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SPEAKING TO LIKE THAT DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT TALK TO ME UNLESS YOU ARE TOLD OTHERWISE BY ME DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR " Richard just sat there looking and laughing at me I don't know why I tho he would help........ she let go of my hair pushing me to the floor I got up and ran out of the back door... we live in the blood moon pack but I've always felt I don't belong here this is a place that will never be my home, when I turn 18 I'm out of here I will become a rogue and live alone they won't ever find me they won't be able to stop me either and I can't wait I was walking to school as I attend the blood super moon school and I was super late my teacher Miss Shaw had probably already rang Richard or Khloe as they were really good friends the b***h Miss Shaw knows that Richard beats me as well she's been there yet shes done nothing in fact she's just as bad so I knew I was getting a late dentation...... Sometimes I wonder if Richard and Miss Shaw were more than friends they were always on the phone together, Well I know what is going to happen when I get home tonight how I wish I could leave one day they will kill me and I realise that I'm dreading even going home to them stone-cold heartless parents...... when I arrived at the school going to my classroom stopped at the door to open it walking to my chair at the back of the class near the window where I sat all alone I saw the cheerleader and Alphas to be Jayden, Logan and Asher sitting at the opposite side near the classroom door, Miss Shaw looked at me and spoke in a high voice "I'm glad you decided to join us why are you late don't answer that sit in your seat and get your book out you also have a 40-minute dentation at the end of the day and I expect you to be on time so when the bell rings you come here" "yes miss," I said As I took my bag off and sat in my chair Jayden looked over at me and shouted " I SEE YOU'RE LATE DISBURNING THE CLASS LIKE THIS WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? DO IT AGAIN AND WATCH YOUR f****d" I froze and kept my head down looking into the school book that was in front of me I knew better than to reply as it was not worth my life I was in enough pain these boys are evil I avoid them every way I can but sadly it's never the case I always end up bumping into them, Logan turned his head lifted his arm to threw his pen at me I wasn't able to move in time it got the side of my face and it hurt..... Logan then got up came walking over to me at the back of my chair and tipped it back I went flying smashing my head off the floor I wanted to cry, logan bent down to my eyes and said "LOOK AT YOU SWINGING ON TWO LEGS YOU CAN'T EVEN GET THAT RIGHT JUST HOW USELESS ARE YOU" As he was laughing, He stood up straight while making eye contact with me laughing along with his brothers and the cheerleading slags as I named them myself Miss Shaw stood up from her chair shouting "LOGAN SIT IN YOUR SEAT NOW GEMMA STOP MESSING AROUND ILL BE GIVING HOME A CALL" I went pale in the face starting to feel sick and dizzy I looked to the classroom door making sure no one was there I made a mistake and looked at Jayden in the eyes I thought ill be getting a beating or nasty names being shouted at me but there was something else I can't make it out the look in his eyes so I quickly looked away........ The bell rang I put my books in my bag and stood up going to walk out towards the door when suddenly a leg hit the back of mine I went flying out of the door and landed on my face and broke my nose as I heard a c***k I couldn't help but cry out and grab my nose it took me a minute or two to register what happens I turned to look up and get up I was met with the face of mia who's dating the triplets she's a cheerleader and head of the squad she was pissing herself laughing at what she has done everyone was joining in her mate destiny was filming it I quickly stood up picking up my bag running down the hall to the girl's toilets looking in the mirror my face was covered in black and purple marks I can't see my skin I cried and cried until there were no tears left I truly realise no care about me I was all alone............. I did my business in the toilet turned to pick up my bag walked out of the toilets making my way to the next lesson which was history, training and pack laws, As I was walking down the corridor thank the moon goddess it was empty no one was about though I felt like I was being watched when I turned to look around I couldn't see anyone so I decided to keep walking as I came to the classroom I notice there was no teacher so I brace My self opening the door walking to my table at the back of the classroom I took my bag of sitting down then the triple alphas to be Jayden, logan and asher decided to start logan look at me and said "WHAT THE f**k ARE YOU LOOKING AT WHEN I SHOUT LOOK TO THE FLOOR NOT ME DONT TALK BACK TO ME JUST LISTEN TO WHAT I'M ABOUT TO SAY DID YOU KNOW THAT YOUR ONE SKINNY, UGLY, DISGUSTING GIRL? WHO I WOULD LIKE TO BREAK IN TWO" I looked at him and couldn't help but reply "MY BODY IS MINE NOT YOURS SO DON'T LOOK MY WAY SINCE I'M SO SKINNY, UGLY AND DISGUSTING" Logan got up ran over to my side of the classroom grabbed my hair pulled me off the chair kicking me in my side he then grabbed my coat by my shoulder pulled me up punching me straight in my eyes he let go I dropped to the floor I couldn't help but cry I quickly got up and ran out of the classroom ran straight out to the field I hid under a bench and just cried and cried The saddest thing is not one person came to see if I was alright so I got up with my bag I went a bit dizzy I carried on walking to the gates at the top of the field, As I was walking out of school I saw a girl who looked the same age as me she stopped and looked at me "Are you alright do you need any help?" I replied "I'm alright thank you I'm just going home" The girl replied"Oh can I walk with you I'm new here and just moved I used to live with my aunty but she died so I'm back with my mum and dad my name is Emily" "It's nice to meet you I'm called Gemma and let's go" As we were walking towards the forest I felt the worst pain ever on my arms it dropped me to my knees..... ..