Prologue
I don't understand this feeling which I got whenever I came close to him. It's nervousness, fear, love or something else but still it's something new which I have never experienced. Whenever he says, "I belong to him, I start shivering. He has that dark Aura which can frighten anyone. He used to say," I will never leave him. I will stay with him whether I like it or not. I will do whatever he wants, if I won't he will make me do that.
I married him, according to his family but what about me. Only I know the truth. I know who he is and how he is related to me. His family is behaving so selfishly they are only thinking about him. They didn't bother to ask me about anything. They simply said that I can't leave him like this. He is my husband. He is sleeping next to me and I don't even know how I can sleep beside him. I thought when he will gain consciousness he will tell his family everything but it's been three months but he didn't say anything because he doesn't even remember a single thing about that day.
Every day he fills my vermillion powder in my head partition and used to tie that nuptial chain in my neck with his own hands. He started touching me but I am still not used to his touch. Whenever he comes near me I always take a step back as it's not that much easy but I will try. I will try my best to be his wife. I will not leave him like she does. I will always stand by his side.
I still remember the day when he came to my room. He was drunk and I was waiting for him like always. He was looking at me furiously but I didn't know at that time what he was planning. I got up from my bed and handed over a towel to him by saying, "I will reheat the food for you, please fresh and up." I was about to open the door when he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards his strong chest. He held my waist so tightly, his nails were digging in my bare waist. His eyes were looking like he had so many secrets. I tried to free myself from him but the more I tried the more he tightened his grip. My core was touching his d**k and I was hell embarrassed because I knew he was aroused and I won't be able to save myself from him. I tried to say something but I didn't get the right words so I kept mum. I lowered my gaze when I realized that he will not leave me easily. He said to me in his husky voice, "What happened, Mrs Singh? Are you feeling shy?" I tried to calm myself down because it's not going to work like this so I thought to change the subject as I knew he is drunk and might be he doesn't know what he is doing, "did you need anything else, Rudra?" "Yes, but look at me first." was his reply. I looked into his eyes but I didn't want to see him so I immediately lowered my gaze. I think that annoyed him because after that what he did was not expected. He scooped in his strong arms and led me towards the bed. Soon he hovered over me and kissed my lips so mercilessly. He was biting my lips, he wanted me to kiss him back. But that's not possible for me. He didn't stop, he is still kissing me and biting me that my lips started bleeding when I realized I opened my mouth to tell him but he immediately entered into my mouth and his tongue was roaming everywhere in my mouth. I can taste his saliva as well. His kiss is intoxicating, but why always me. When he realized I am not responding to my kiss. He got up from me and sat on the nearby couch in our bedroom. I can sense his anger because he has the right to his wife but his wife is not giving him that. He was frustrated, I thought he would harm me but what he said was not expected at all. "Stop lying on bed like a dead body. Come here and make yourself useful. I don't want to have blue balls while having dinner." I was stunned by what he said but I knew he would not stop so I went to him and kneel down between his legs. I was damn nervous, I never touched a man like this and here my husband wants me to give him a blow job. With trembling hands I reached to his belts and unbuckled it. His gaze was fixed on me. He was observing me and my actions. I tried to unbutton the pants but failed miserably, he held my hands and put my hands on his manhood and I was shivering. He cupped my face in his hands and whispered in my ears, "You don't need to unbutton the pants just pull the zipper down." His words felt like a current in my spine. I reached to his zip and pulled it down. Soon his manhood was in front of my eyes. I was checking it not because I have seen it for the first time but for it's length. He took my hands and gave his manhood in my hands. I was rubbing his d**k with my hands up and down, it was my first time so I didn't know what I should do. He told me to kiss the top of his manhood and with tears in my eyes, I put my lips on his d**k he was moaning and I can feel he is enjoying my lips on his d**k but soon he grabbed me by my hairs and thrust his length inside my mouth and asked me to lick it, play with it, Suck it hard. I was trying so hard to keep his d**k in my mouth he was enjoying it, I was taking his length inside me Licking it with my tongue. I don't even remember how long I tried but he was not satisfied. But then he took the things in his hand and stood on his feet in front of me. I was sitting like a scared kitten in front of him. He grabbed my hair once again and started thrusting in and out. I was breathing heavily. He just gave me 10-15 seconds to catch my breath and started thrusting again. After 15 minutes I realized he was about to release c*m but I didn't want his c*m on my face but before I did anything he went into the bathroom and came outside after 10 minute and sat on the couch again. I was standing in front of him like a maniac but soon his voice dragged me out of my thoughts when he said, "Just go and reheat the food, I am. Coming downstairs in 10 minutes.
