Love Ain't Easy

Chapter Two - I'm Sorry

Friends that I have are seriously insane. I couldn't even call my mom and tell her.

"We will go home on Sunday and you'll tell her face to face dude.." Susan said and Precious nodded, "go get hot.. and please look tomboyish. You're getting laid tonight."

I rolled my eyes but decided in not arguing. I went to my bathroom and cleaned up then put on my black ripped jeans and a white shirt with white sneakers. I fixed my hair since I didn't wanna be removing some wig and Shit.. I was going to get wasted. I put on my straight cap and walked out.

"fuuuuck.. look at you.." Precious said and I rolled my eyes, "you have a girlfriend.. don't make me call her."

They laughed and Susan said, "get your phone and let's go, we are buying you alcohol tonight so just bring your phone only.."

We got out, they locked and all headed to Precious's second car, a white VW polo.. the latest.

"Okay so rules, Olz ain't coming back home with us..." they said as we started driving off.

"There's a special party at O.G in Sandton.. I'm sure we can find you a working classy lady like your ass now that you have a job.." Susan said and I scoffed at her, "you guys are over doing this, y'all make it sound like I was broke and homesless before this job.. Jesus.."

They laughed and we got to the place quicker than I expected. We got out and all went up. Precious's gf and Susan's boyfriend were going to meet us here.

"Okay, get you a girl.. I mean this."

I suddenly started to panic, "wait guys.. how the f**k do I do that. I haven't done this in over four fucken years. I can't just approach a lady and tell her she's beautiful.."

Precious smiled, "you actually can do that...and trust me.. you'll sleep under her or she under you.. which ever you prefer."

Then they left me. I sighed and walked inside, saw a few people dancing with each other, or should I say grinding on each other? I slowly went past them trying not to bump into any. As I tried to walk through the crowd careful I felt a body push me from behind, I turned about to say s**t but her ocean blue eyes stopped me. I smiled "hi..."

"s**t I'm sorry.. they just pushed me.." she apologized looking all shy and I shrugged, "you're beautiful.. for that you are forgiven.."

She blushed and I winked at her before contributing to the bar on the other side of the dance floor. I internally asked myself why didn't they have a bar before the dance floor so that we wouldn't be forced to walk through the crowd. But then I guess I wouldn't have bumped on a beautiful girl in a blue dress if I didn't go past that crowd.

Thinking about her, I turned to look at her and she wasn't there. I sighed, I should have invited her to come with me, but I didn't know how this s**t was done. I went to sit down by the bar and a girl with big boobs came to me, "hey honey, can I get you anything..?" I turned my straight cap backwards and smiled, "hey.. umh can I s*x on the beach..."

I felt a presence next to me and to my surprise it was the beautiful girl I bumped into on the dance floor. I smiled at her and she said, "I forgot to say you are beautiful too..."

Ohh.. so my compliment actually lured her in. I bit my lower lip and prayed it looked as sexy as I thought, "alright.. want something to drink..?"

"I'll have manhattan please..."

I looked at the bartender and smiled, "s*x on the beach and manhattan please..."

She smiled, "coming right up.."

I turned to the lady and finally took her in, she was wearing a blue dress which was over her knees. The dress was holding on to her body making sure I see how she was built. Beautiful.

"Umh.. sorry, I'm Olwethu..."

She smiled, "Paige...nice to know you."

"Same here.. so what brings Paige here?"

She shrugged, "umh nothing just trying to socialize I guess.. it's a Friday.."

"Usually I'm cooped up in my room with a laptop on my hand trying to plot my next story on fridays.. so I havr no idea what that friday line means.."

She laughed, "God you're cute.."

Okay, maybe I wasn't going to be so bad at this.

The bartender came back with our drinks and I remembered that I don't have a fucken wallet. I was about to panic when the bartender said, "honey... relax.. Precious said she has everything covered for you and the lady.."

Fuck.. really?

I smiled, "thank you." I took the drinks and gave Paige hers.

She took a sip and looked at me a bit suspiciously, "who's Precious?"

"My best friend..."

"So what? She's buying you and me alcohol?"

Shit! I really had to come clean now. If that bartender didn't speak so loud. I sighed, "sooo we are kinda celebrating something.. and my friends promised to cover everything for me tonight.."

She smiled, "your birthday?"

I shook my head I wasn't about to breathe my business to her cute ass, we just met, "nope.. Let's say I just closed some deal.. so this is my reward."

She took another sip on her glass and then nodded, "that's nice of her... can I order again.. but something stronger this time."

I gulped my cocktail down and nodded, "I need something stronger too.."

I got Gin and juice and she decides on Rum and coke...

"Wanna go chill on the couch.." I asked and she got up with her bag, I followed like the lady I was with both our drinks. We sat down and started to just talk. The conversation flew very nicely, I don't know if it was because we were tipsy or what but we talked like we've known each other for a while. I found out she stays around Sandton. Must be fucken rich to be staying here.. and she told me she's 22.. I didn't say my age.. just told her a few things about me and she finally told me I look familiar and told me about my book. Nice. She reads..

"I'm getting buzzed.." she said and I laughed, "me too..."

She took out her phone but without even thinking I pulled her chin making her face me and connected our lips. She didn't respond until after a few seconds and before I knew it, we were in a heated making out section.

She pulled away and smiled licking on her bottom lip, "fuck... that just made me more dizzy.."

I laughed, "wanna..."

"Yeah..." she cut me off, "my place is not far.. let me get us a ride.."

She finally took out her phone and I took mine too and texted my best friends

ME: Bitches I'm leaving with this ocean girl.. see ya asses tomorrow..

Then I put my phone in my pocket. She smiled, "let's get out of here.. I wanna kiss you."

I laughed but followed her anyways and when we reached outside she held my hand and we walked to a car that wasn't far from the entrance.

She couldn't wait. As soon as the car started moving her hands cupped my face and she pulled me in for a kiss again. I welcomes it and held her waist. She slowly moved her leg over mine as my tongue asked for access. Her dress was now way up to her thigh since she had her lag on me. I moved my hand on her outa thigh making her moan a bit.

The car swayed slightly and I pulled away looking at the driver and found his ass staring at us via the mirror. He quickly looked back at the road and apologized. I laughed, "dude.. I wanna get home safe and finish this off, so don't crash us..."

"Yeah.. sorry I won't.."

I looked back at Paige, "let's give him time to drive. She nodded, "make it fast.."

I laughed, she was so eager it was just so sexy.

In 15 minutes we were walking inside some apartment and then an elevator took us up. We weren't alone in the elevator so we just smiled at each other and I could see in her eyes that she already wanted me naked.

Somehow this got me excited. She unlocked  the door and we got in.. I pushed her against it the second she finished locking. Kissing her and taking charge. She moaned a bit as I slid my hands up her thighs. I touched the outa part of her undies and how hot she was warmed up my heart. She was wet and horny, for me.

I smiled deepening the kiss and traced her clit over her undies.

She sighed and pushed me off a bit, "not here..."

I looked over at the couch and she smiled.

She unbuttoned my shirt while pushing me towards the couch and took it off. I unzipped her dress and pulled it over her head.. black and white lace matching panty and bra. Nice one Paige.. nice one.

I quickly connected our lips again and switched us over slowly laying her on the couch..

I sighed, "shit... are you... do you..."

"Am I clean if any disease?" She asked and my face flushed with embarrassment, "I meant do you take people back to your place from bars..?"

She ached her brow... s**t that didn't come out right..

"Do you get taken to people's places from bars..."

I shook my head, "no..."

She shook her head too, "no too... I'm just.. can you not complicate this or be weird. I'm not f*****g around with different people so you won't get sick.."

I giggled, "s**t sorry.. I'm a bit tipsy.."

She pulled my head down, "me too, now I'm hornier..."

I laughed and connected our lips again as she lifted her tiny ass up trying to grind on me. I unbuttoned my jeans and kicked them off without breaking the kiss.

I then pulled away making her groan but she sighed the second my lips made contact with her neck. I kissed her there and slowly went down to her chest. She helped me take off her her bra and I gave her n*****s please..

"f**k me.. please just... please.."

I smiled and painfully slid down her undies s.l.o.w.

She looked sexy frustrated and I wanted to laugh. After teasing her I finally put my fingers on her wet mound and played with her hard clit making her jump a bit.. I did the same thing and got the same response, "dammit Olwethu just f....ohhh fuck..."

She said thr moment I penetrated her. I kissed her and inserted the second finger making her open her legs a bit wider for me.

I moved my hand and started f*****g her harder and faster.

"Fuck.. right there..." she moaned and I did as she screamed until she reached her o****m. 

"Fuck.. s**t that was embarrassingly fast.." she said and I laughed, "it was sexy..."

She kissed me, "want us to go continue in my bedroom.. the night is still young."

I smirked and pulled her up, "you don't have to ask me twice."

..

I was woken up by my phone vibrating. When I opened my eyes I almost jumped out of bed when I didn't recognize my surroundings.

I slowly got up and there was a girl sleeping there behind me.

The f**k!

Where was I?

I was naked.. only had my panties on. I sighed and got up taking my ringing phone with me.

I walked in to the living room. f**k this place was huge and fucken clean besides the blue dress that was by the couch and my trousers on the floor.. where the f**k was I.

My phone rang again and I answered, "hey ass.. where the f**k am I?"

'wait.. you're asking us?' My friend asked before she and Susan started laughing. I rolled my eyes and looked back at the bedroom door.

"Guys this isn't a fucken joke. I don't know where I am.. what happened last night..."

'did you get laid first?'

I looked at myself again, "I'm fucken naked.. fuck.. how much alcohol did I have last night..? I don't know where I am and I'm even scared of waking that girl up to ask... guys help me.."

They both erupted in laughter again, 'I'm just glad you got fucked.. you'll start work very well on Monday...'

I was going to kill these two, "guys don't f**k with me. This isn't some stupid joke. Help me here...I need to come back home."

They laughed and I rolled my eyes and took my jeans putting then on quickly. They were dead. I swear they were going to be killed by me. 

I zipped my jeans, "I swear to God I don't fucken know why I'm friends with you two.."

'shut up you love us..'

"I don't..." I stopped talking when my eyes were met with the girl who was in a blue dress.. she was still naked like how I woke up..

"Hi..." I said with my phone still on my ears and these idiots laughed, 's**t she is there.. f**k don't hang up..'

"Hi..." she said and we stood there awkwardly..

"So..." she said after a few seconds of looking at each other, "were you just going to leave without notifying me?"

I shook my head, "what? No.. I can't leave here naked."

She eyed me suspiciously, "really, you have your pants on and your shirt in your hand..."

"My bra is in your bedroom..." I said in a duh tone as if I wasn't going to leave it here...

'fuuuuck you guys f****d the whole house... lesbians are nasty and freaky I tell you...' Susan said on my ear and I said, "f**k you..." before hanging up.

"Sorry.. umh.. I wasn't going to up and leave, I embarrassingly don't even know where I am."

She folded her hands over her chest, "sandton... do you remember...."

I shook my head, "no.. but I remember you begging me not to stop.."

She laughed.

Thank f**k! Her being all tense kinda scared me, at least she was laughing.

"God... haven't had good s*x in a while so thank you."

"You're welcome...."

She laughed, "you are so weird.."

"Thank you for realizing.. s**t Paige.. I'm like new to this.  I don't do it, so I don't even know what to say or do or whatever.."

She laughed and walked towards me, rested Her hands on my shoulders, "firstly, you relax and breathe.."

I did that and she smiled and pulled me for a kiss. I kissed her back then pulled away a few seconds later.

She smiled, "sorry, you're just so hot I needed to do that.."

"Can I text my friends the location so they can come fetch me...?"

She nodded, "yeah.. give me your phone."

I did and she typed something and then furrowed her brows at the screen before pressing something.. and gave it back..

"Sent..."

I furrowed my brows at her, "what if you sent it to a wrong person..?"

"The person sent you a 'i hope the s*x was good' text..."

"Fuck.. okay that's them.."

"Do your friends always make you celebrate by getting you laid?" I laughed and put my shirt on, "not really.. well they try but yesterday is the only night I gave in."

"I'm glad you did... I had a great night..."

"Me too thanks.."

"So wanna bath while waiting for your friends.. you don't want then reminding you that you smell like sex.."

I laughed, "a bath would be nice..."

Wow, she was actually nice and she really was handling this well. I almost asked for her numbers so we can stay in touch. I stopped myself and headed towards the bathroom.

After bathing I was now hearing voices on the other side. I quickly dressed up and found my friends laughing with Paige...

"God Paige... these are awesome.." Precious said and Susan nodded her head, "and that i***t can't fry an egg."

"f**k you Susan.."

"I'm sure Paige did that to you now."

I rolled my eyes, "God.. Paige I see you met my best friends, Susan and Precious..."

Susan nodded, "yeah.. they are pretty nice.."

"Noooo... they can't even spell nice.." I said taking her in, she was weaking black shorts and a white tank.

"We should go... she has to go see her mom and little sister.." Precious said and I nodded, "yeah.. thank you for last night.."

Paige blushed, "non. God it's thank YOU.. you were great..."

I stood there wondering whether to kiss her or not... I also wanted to keep in touch but I had no idea how to do this s**t.

Like what do I say.. umh Paige, I want us to keep doing this.. so give me your numbers..  s**t! I suck!

She pulled me in for a kiss again and I kissed her back until my friends cleared their throats.. They both stood up and headed towards the door.

I pulled away and held her face, "I really had a good time... like shit.. umh.. how is this done.."

She laughed, "you are so cute.. just go.. I'll call you."

I furrowed my brows, "you will?" She nodded her head, "yes I will."

I kissed her forehead and pulled away, "alright... I'll wait for your call then.."

"And I'll call you."

I smiled, "bye Paige.."

"Bye Olz.."

..

"Congratulations baby I am so so proud of you..." my mom said squeezing me sooo tight.

"Thank you mom.. you're suffocating me."

My sister laughed and pulled me into a hug, "nice one.. can I have that iPhone you promised now.."

I rolled my eyes, "when you reach 60 come talk to me about that.."

She sighed, "you are an awful big sister.. anyways I'm out, visiting Clair you guys can celebrate alone."

"You are becoming more cheeky Lizzie.. or should I say Barbie..."

She screamed, "moooooom Olwethu is calling me Barbie... I'm too old for that."

"Drama queen.."

I sat down with my friends and mom dished up for us...

We talked about this and that, but mom was really happy that I got a job and it made me happy to see her like that. Made me feel like I made the right choice with everything since my matric.

After finishing up we got hugs and extra food to take home because mom knows we starve ourselves or eat fast food.

I left Lizzie money even though she already was swimming in it and we left.

"Tomorrow we are getting you clothes.. for work and you gotta be sexy as fuuuuuck there being editor in chief.." Susan said and Precious smiled, "how the f**k did you score that job.. slept with that old lady?"

I laughed, "well I don't know. I guess I'm that smart."

They laughed.

Saturday went on like that. Sunday we hit the mall and got me a few dresses for the new job.

"You have to look sexy as fuck.." Precious empathized and I laughed, "right."

We went back home and I tried them on. Susan took one specific dress. It was a black dress with some white lace on top dress, it was right above my knees and then she took black stilettos, "this.. is for tomorrow...and please put on the new lingerie we bought... the black one.."

"Yes ma'am.."

We fixed everything ready for tomorrow...

I went to bed thinking about a certain girl who hasn't called... fuck.. I need to sleep.. Tomorrow was an exciting day...

...

A little shove woke me up and I quickly got up. Precious smiled, "go bath.. don't want you to be stuck in traffic."

I did as I was asked. This woman was amazing.

I ran to my bath and got ready for today. When I was done I realized a text on my phone. I opened it..

+2772676...: Hey, morning cute one, have thee best first day at your work today. I know I said I'll call but I got caught up with my work. We will talk later okay... xoxo...

Ahhhh so Paige was alive..? I texted her a thank you and then headed to Precious's car.

"How will you go to work?"

"I'll request a ride.. it's okay go.. and all the best..."

"Thank you.. and you too Susan for the lunchbox.. you guys are for keeps.."

"Please tell Paige that we are for keeps.. she should not steal you..."

I laughed and went out. Got in the car and drove off. I was excited and nervous at the same time.

When I got to the office it was 7:30 and we open at 8:00.. luckily Jeremy was already here..

"Good Lord Jesus you look beautiful giiiiiirl...  let me show you your office... you can bring pictures of your baby or boyfriend or girlfriend of you have.. this is officially yours.." he said opening a door and I smiled at my office. 

It was nice and cosy, "thank you Jeremy..."

"Ohh and boss will definitely be here today, she just called saying she's on her way... if you want to impress her, go get her tea downstairs.."

I put my bag and then got out with the guy, "so she's like here?"

He smiled, "yep.. almost downstairs..."

"How is she? Nice?"

"She's nice... and hot.. and very nice..."

I laughed, "dude I thought you were gay..."

"Oh honey I'm gay.. and so is she... just go downstairs and tell then you want the usual tea for 8th floor.. then come up... oh and Olwethu please watch your step when coming up in the elevator.. those heels.."

I fixed myself and followed the instructions. It wasn't that hard, they gave me the tea and then I was suddenly hit by one strong smell.. it was familiar but I couldn't put my head as to where I knew it from.

"Thank you so much..." I said to the lady in front of me and she nodded with a big smile.

The lift made that ding noise and someone walked in.

God! I wasn't about to wait anymore. This was probably going to take long. So I picked up my pace and shouted, "please hold the lift..."

A hand appeared from the side and I was about to walk in when I tripped and my hands went up and the tea flew to the person in front of me.

"Ouch!" She yelled..

My eyes started him from her feet, he was wearing a taylormade dark gray suit with a white shirt.. fuck.. the tea messed that shirt up.. and oh f**k it was a she... I knew I f****d up....

My heart almost stopped when my eyes met those familiar brown eyes. She looked as horrified as I did when she realized who I was. I noticed she had a fresh fade haircut with a line on her right..

"Shit... I'm sorry..." was all I managed to mumble.