I am the ALPHA

21. Adapting

Hunter is a month old today. I’ve adapted well to motherhood as well as Damon to fatherhood. 

I’ve pulled back and taken the Luna roll entirely, Damon is a strong alpha and I’ve learnt to trust him and his guidance for our pack. I was dropping hunter off to our packs Nursery like I usually did for 3 hours of the day to do my luna duties. No need to try make me feel shitty because I already give myself enough grief for leaving him at such a young age, but being a luna comes with a lot of responsibility and I couldn’t necessarily take him all over the territory as I ran my errands.

I was 2 and a half hours into paperwork when Mila became uneasy I asked her what was wrong when my eyes switched red and I was thrown into the back of my own mind, confused because I thought it was impossible to do without permission. As I was going to protest she let out a painful howl and pup was all she said before I grew distraught and panicked. We arrived less then 5 minutes and I had taken control back. I rushed into the room, pack Mother’s looking at me worriedly.

“Where is Hunter, where is he?” I said frantically 

“He’s in the sleep room Luna.” One of the ladies said without noticing who I went straight to the sleep room pushing the door open, there Hunter was sounds asleep but floating above his cot. I slowly approached him until I was looking down at him. His eyes were bright red just like his parents are when our wolves are taking over. I’ve never been so confused. We don’t meet our wolves until we turn 16 why are his eyes red..

“Hunter.” I reached over to touch him when a mans voice came out of his little mouth.

“Don’t forget, Remember me, Find me Rory, I cant hold on much longer.” The Air stilled the breeze from the air con no longer present as Hunter descended back to his bed causing him to stir a little before his little snores filled the room.

I said it was a false alarm to the pack Mother’s looking after the pups and headed to Damon. I pushed open his office doors to find him the betas and deltas in serious discussion. I stood by the door while they chatted not even noticing my presence, I cleared my throat and they looked up for a second before a not now came from my mate making me frown at him. Not that he noticed because his eyes were glued to the papers scattered over his desk. 

“Well f**k You too then, I just came here to tell you that hunters body was just hovering in mid air over his cot in the nursery while he spoke in a mans voice with his eyes being electric red.” I went to walk out and close the door when a what came from the males enchanted by the paper.

“Yup.” I said popping the p. I think it was Elijah, he was saying he can’t hold on much longer.

“He won’t need to we’ve found him and we are going to get him.” 

“Great when are we leaving.” I chirped.

“We will be leaving at sunrise tomorrow with our warriors. You will be staying here with the rest of the pack.” 

“With all due respect I am the best warrior in this pack aswell as this room.” I seethed with anger. How dare he say I am staying home like some child.

“It’s not up for discussion as your alpha, mate, father to your child and fiancé I am telling you that your staying here.” Damon growled.

“Over my dead body! What makes you think Victor will let yous live! You’s won’t stand a chance without me! I’m going he is my brother!” I protested.

“Aurora NOT NOW! What happens if we all go and our pack loses all of us! Atleast with you here if we can’t get him out you will be here to lead until Hunter is old enough to take over.” The cheeky bastard replied.

I knew mila was taking over, i strode towards him with a scowl on my face. “How dare you be so selfish, knowing that this will be a one way trip for yous! Not even considering the lives or your mates and children! Yes I said children, Seth and Elliot have a surprise waiting for them at home.” They looked at eachother horrified and back to there alpha who looked troubled.

“I will not let yous go if I’m not going. You are not my alpha you are my equal don’t f*****g forget it, I will not let my son grow up without a father and there is no way I’m dying by the hands of that blood sucking dingbat.” I growled towering him in his seat. 

Damon rubbed his temples trying to calm his anger and frustration while the others remained seated an quiet waiting for his response.

He grumbled a fine knowing that this was one argument he wasn’t going to win.

“Could I be excused for a moment Alpha, I need to go see my mate.” Seth chimed in and Elliot added a me too. 

“Of course we will meet back at dinner in the pack house tonight link the warriors to bring there families so we can break the news, Peter could you ask your father to come to my office now. Dismissed.”

The guys bowed and left the room. Damon pulled me onto his lap and nuzzled his face into my neck.

“You are so frustrating sometimes, but turn me on way to much when your angry to even be mad at you, I just want to bend you over my desk.” I giggled.

“Well maybe we could.” We were interrupted by Cameron clearing his throat groaning over my dead body with a stern look on his face.

“Uncle cam!” I said trying to stand up only for Damon to protest mindlinking me to not move making me giggle. 

Shortly after Damon’s father came in and Damon said great. Liam took one looked at us and laughed knowing why we were being so informal. 

“Ooo how I don’t miss this awkward scenario that happened far too often.” He chuckled alongside Cameron.

“Yeah, Yeah shut up. I actually called yous in to tell yous that we will be gone for a few days to retrieve Auroras twin brother.” 

“Uhhh since when did you have a twin brother aurora I was there when you were born and I’m pretty sure it was just you..” Cameron scratched his head.

“It’s a really long story but you will understand when he returns we can explain but you will hopefully remember.” 

With that I left the office so Damon could discuss formalities in running the pack with them in our absence obviously Damon’s parents insisted on nana poppa time while we were gone.

Dinner came around faster then usual as the plans were put in place and everyone got an earful from there partners then the tears and now Damon and I were standing over our sons cot in our parents house while I cried. I knew I was going to miss him but nothing would keep me from me not even a vamp..