I am the ALPHA

Turning tables

A lot has happened in four months, to sum it all up our alliances had returned to their packs including Jake who is running the kingdom. It took him a month to heal physically and mentally. Molly found it hard having to cope and learn her new abilities and trying to support Jake with everything. To say he came out of this the same I would be lying through my teeth.. none of them are the same. Having to heal and then go and rule a kingdom, he wasn’t happy but he accepted it knowing that I was pregnant and dealing with a feral lycon hybrid alpha.

The plan was to sort ourselves out and then our packs. After that we were going to move the pack to the new territory but that is still yet to come.

Peter, Seth, Elliot and Carter all healed over time, the girls all finding it equally as hard, consuming and down right torturous. None the less it was much of the same thing, healing then learning to come back into civilisation.

Lastly was Damon. Those dark blue eyes that once held so much emotion are now almost lifeless, Ive found it hard with all these hormones triggering me all the time but I’m doing well with holding it in. It took him 3 months to fully recover.

3 months of having a lot of sleepless nights. At the start we had to drug him with silver to knock him out just so we could control him while he healed. A month went by before we no longer needed to use it. All he does is work. I know I shouldn’t complain but it’s like he isn’t here anymore. He sleeps after I’ve already gone to bed and when I wake up he’s gone. My due date could be any day now and he hasn’t showed the slightest amount of interest in me or our pup who will be his son and the future king. Even though the boys aren’t the same they are still somewhat thereselves. I mean once they healed they showed love and remorse for there mates where as mine was no where to be found.

Which leads me to now. I am sitting at the lakefront. Thinking about all this and balling my eyes out, it might be the hormones but hey it’s a lot to take in. Just as I’m about to get up the sky shines bright just the the first night I met Damon. With a sigh I brush away the fallen tears and turn to see a beautiful better version of what I could be.

“Aurora, this is the last time I will come to you and I need you to listen and listen well. I need you to hold on longer! You are going to go through a tremendous amount of pain but you can’t give up it’s what Victor wants! Without your other half you will be vulnerable and he could strike you, then all will be lost. No matter how hard it may be you need to be forgiving. He is under a spell and only time can tell because the future is unclear but if it goes the way I know it will. You will be happy, loved and safe. Now I have to go I don’t have much time. Just trust me. Just hold on.” She rushed urgently before disappearing, my surroundings becoming dark once again.

What the hell did she mean by that. I asked Mila.

I don’t know, was she meaning Damon or Elijah. Came Milas voice.

As she finished through our link a sharp pain rushed through my body and stopped at my heart, my mark burned like someone was trying to rip it from my skin, I clasped my stomach in hopes that the pain wouldn’t hurt my pup but the hard kicks that I was receiving was telling me otherwise. I could barely breathe let alone mindlink my pack. No one would find me or know where I am. The pain wasn’t as bad before but I would never forget it.

Damon was cheating on me. He was bedding another women.

Anger flashed through my eyes and Mila growled in anger wanting to come out. It was taking me everything I had not to lose control but feeling my baby kick was enough for me not to turn. The pain subsided for a second before it went into full blast.

Blood rushed down my legs and horror ran through my mind. My once white dress now looked like a scene from Carrie. No matter how many times I tried to link my pack it wouldn’t go through. Suddenly the agonising kicks stopped instantly like he had given up and the thought of losing my pup and mate in one night broke my heart.

Get him out! Mila yelled.

I grew out my claws and braced myself the best I could I dug my claws into the bottom of my oversized stomach and let out a howling scream as I dragged it across.

After that it all became quite a blur all I could remember was unwrapping the umbilical cord from my sons neck his silver eyes shinning at me under the night sky I pulled my dress down and let him feed off me before I passed out.

I woke up to the sound of a high pitch screaming, my eyes shot open with the memory flooding back to me. I was met with a distraught baby and the sun rising just above the hill. He was grasping at the cloth that had found its way back up over my breasts. The large opened wound was now shut and healed. I quickly picked him up and held him to my breast while he gladly accepted.

I cried.

I was so full of happiness and love that I sat there and cried I grabbed one of the blankets behind the tree and wrapped the sleeping baby into it. Before shifting Mila purred and nuzzled into him before picking him up and made our way back to the pack. With one thing on our mind.

Our dirty mate.

In long strides we made it to the clearing pack members alarmed with the smell of my blood started to come aid me I linked everyone to stay away, I was fine and I’d explain later. With hesitation they backed off. I shifted and changed into basketball shorts and a men’s T-shirt.

I banged open the door, and was met with 8 guilty pairs of eyes that turned to shock seeing my flattened stomach and the sleeping baby in my arms.

“Where is he?” My alpha voice surrounded the room.

“Your room Luna, we tried to stop him” Peter bowed his head with the rest of them in shame.

I stomped up the stairs and kicked the door in, there lay a naked slut pack member and my mate, startling them awake.

The smug shewolf smirked at me while she rested a hand on her head. I strode over and kicked Damon to the other side of the room his body indented in the wall as he groaned.

“Any last words slut.” I said through gritted teeth.

“You won’t hurt a pack member.” She grinned.

“I Aurora Bane Luna of the Silver moon Terrors banish you from the pack.” Her face turned to sadness before I ripped out her heart and threw it at my hunched over mate.

His dull eyes met mine before looking at a peacefully awake little boy, instantly his eyes changed like all his emotions rushed at him at once, confusion clearly written on his face. What surprised me most was the colour in them had become lighter I thought about the moon goddesses words and stood there waiting for him to speak.

“Au-Aurora, What happened. Where am I.” He choked out with tears in his eyes.

“Eh-What Did I do.. I-I can smell it on me but I d-don’t remember.. I remember seeing.. your-“ he stopped and looked down.

“Why..” tears flushed from his eyes.

Pain washed over me. My poor mate.

“Go for a shower and get your self cleaned up, I will do the same and then we can talk.” I said softly before walking away.

“Peter, Seth deal with the shewolf and clean the room up. I want you all out of the house in twenty minutes for the next few hours. Damon and I have a lot to talk about.” I liked before going to the main bathroom.

I ran a Luke warm bath and stepped into it with baby, I grabbed the Johnson’s baby products from the cupboard and washed him gently as he splashed the water. I stealthy washed myself with one hand and carefully hopped out wrapping a towel around me and an oversized one around my son. I made my way back to the room where Damon sat on the edge of the bed tapping his knee on the floor. Our son began to cry and claw at me. I pulled him into my breast but it didn’t help, Damon shot up frantically and moved towards us, baby began kicking and pushing away from me.

“I think he wants to meet his dad.” I said with a small sad smile.

“W-we have a pup.” Damon said more for himself then me as I held him out for Damon to hold. Tears escaped as I watched our pup instantly soothe nuzzling into his fathers neck as he held him awkwardly.

“Sit on the bed while I quickly change, then I can explain everything.” I smiled. He slowly walked over to the bed and gently bounced up and down.

Lastnight I would have rejected him no matter the pain but now I feel guilty for not noticing the signs. He’s been trapped in his own head. How am I going to explain to him what’s happened in the last three to four months.