(Joy)
JAMES already warned me that the first time he takes me it will be nothing I ever imagined. He said there is nothing to worry about. That the first time he’d f**k me, he will do so for my pleasure and not his. He said that in a casual tone. A contrast to the nerves I was feeling while sitting at the foot of the hotel bed.
Even the way he took off his clothes was so relaxed. As if this was just a normal thing for him. And maybe it really was. Many women have been in his life before me.
Unlike his usual clothes, James was wearing a formal outfit tonight. Maybe he attended an event that requires a coat and tie before he went to me. He first took off the coat as he walked towards me. Then he loosened his necktie before pulling it away from his neck. He stopped in front of me.
“Thi
