Chasing his Luna back

Insane idea

AMANDA

I’m sorry Mom and Dad, I have no option. I hope you guys can forgive me. I walked into Dad’s office and began searching the drawers.

I checked the table, trying to search for my certificate. I knew it was brought here yesterday and I’m certain it hasn’t left this office.

I opened the last drawer and sighed with relief, tears streaming as I grabbed it. I’m about to repeat Mom’s mistake only that my fate is much worse than that of Mom.

She was rejected, pregnant and needed to leave but I’m different… I have a great family who cares deeply for me but I messed things up by falling for an asshole.

I’d rather go far away than humiliate my family, they don’t deserve to be turned into a laughing stock because of my stupidity.

I stared at my certificate, double-checking to know it was truly mine. With this I can get a job anywhere, I would love to stay in the wolf world but hell I can’t, they would find me, I can’t hide from my brothers and no pack would be willing to hide me from my family.

I’ve decided to go to the human world. I can get a job there with my certificate as my father had already collaborated with humans in high positions and they were willing to trade certificates for something else.

I began to hear light footsteps and I held the certificate tightly. I was about to close the drawer when I saw shining jewellery. I picked it up, staring at it with fascination.

I don’t think I have any option, I need my certificate to get a job but I need this jewelry so I can afford a place to stay. I ticked it into my pants and rushed out, bumping into Aaron immediately.

“What… What… What are you doing?” I stuttered, almost collapsing out of fear and Aaron stared at me with furrowed brows.

“What’s wrong Amanda? Are you okay?” He demanded and I nodded, stepping away, I placed my trembling hands behind me hastily and his eyes contracted.

“Nothing… There’s nothing wrong, why see you here?” I demanded immediately with my heart pounding.

“I came to see Dad, is he in?” Aaron demanded and I shook my head. My palms were sweaty and the sweat was already gathering on my forehead.

“No… He’s in the garden with mom… I only came to get something, I’ll leave now” I replied and the certificate slipped out of my hand.

I almost died on the spot, Aaron crunched to help me pick it but I was faster. I picked it up and placed it behind me, feigning a small smile.

“Thanks… It’s nothing much…” I muttered, hoping my shaky voice and trembling body didn’t give me away.

“You’re wrong Amanda…” Aaron dropped and my hands fell to my sides. I knew he could read through me, we all can, it’s part of our quadruplet bond.

“Wh…” My voice drowned as my eyes went teary.

“You’re not fine Amanda, your heart is thumping. Something is wrong with you. I just wanna tell you that no matter what, you’ll always be my sister, our sister, the little princess of the house whom we would always protect, love and cherish. If anything is bugging you, you can tell us, we would kill just to see you happy. Never forget Amanda, we are one and we belong together, nothing can split us up” Aaron muttered, holding my shoulder and I nodded, forcing a smile and he kissed my forehead before leaving.

I felt down immediately when he left. Words weren’t enough to describe how terrible I felt inside. My family would always be here for me, they loved me but I was about to bring shame to them. How would I live with myself knowing that I’ll taint their perfect reputation?

Mom was my best friend, she was always there for me and she never failed to discuss even the weirdest things with me but being stupidly blinded by love, I kept things to myself. Rather than opening up about my relationship with Kyle, I foolishly kept it a secret.

After shedding tears for almost five minutes, I stood up, I wouldn’t want Mom or Dad to walk in on me. With my certificate, I rushed to my room and got my backpack.

I stuffed in some pants and tops before tiptoeing out of my room. I searched around, making sure no one saw me leaving.

I reached the gate and kept a straight face even though it was the hardest thing at that moment. I walked out, throwing the guards a smile.

I headed directly to the forest where the portal was. I looked back at the pack house, my home… Months back, I wondered if I’d ever be able to leave this house but now I was actually leaving on my own will.

Another tear dropped out of my eye and I wiped it, bracing myself for the worst as I walked towards the portal.

I passed through the portal, feeling nauseous, my head was spinning badly and I felt my ears were about to come off with the blaring noises.

I took several steps out of the forest, fascinated with everything. It was hard to focus on a sound, as I neared the road, I could hear loud honking, curses from people, movements of cars and all sorts of noise.

I fell, unable to put up with the excess noise. My senses were very sharp, I could hear even the slightest footstep.

Tears began to roll down my cheek as I wondered what I had gotten myself into. Mom was really brave to rub away and from the looks of things, I don’t think I’ll be able to last a week here.

“Mom… I wish I didn’t commit this type of mistake… I hope you’re fine mom, I’m sorry for doing this… I know I should have confided in you and explained my predicament but I can’t let you get humiliated for my mistake. I hope Alexander, Adam and Aaron take good care of you, I’ll forever love you” I muttered with tears rolling out of my eyes profusely.

“I never want to see you again Kyle, I hope you rot in hell for all the words you said. You’ll never find true love after doing this to me, I hope you suffer for this too” I muttered, my throat tightening as my agony increased.

I was shattered into a zillion irreplaceable pieces, not even the moon goddess was powerful enough to fix me back.

“Young lady, do you need help with anything?” Amidst the whole noise, one voice singled out. I raised my head, wondering whose voice it was that I heard.

With my blurry eyes, I saw a tall figure standing in front of me. I couldn’t see the face clearly but from the looks, it seemed to be a lady.

“Why are you crying? Do you need help with anything?” The stranger continued and my tears intensified.

I think I need help but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get it.