HE LEFT ME HANGING (Focus On Me, Alpha Liam!).
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He Left Me Hanging (Alpha Liam, Focus On Me!).
Britney's POV.
One thing a lady, an Omega, should never do in life is to be caged by her own emotions, by her feelings, by her urge to have and need a man next to her at every little second of her life.
The obsessive feeling of being with him, the man…
Not just any man but the one aloof and ruthless Alpha who broke her heart, smashed it to the ground and left her hanging for some newbie to come pick her up.
And also acted like she never existed.
Laying on my bed with my body partly covered, I shut my eyes, breathing heavily with my hands making a trail all over my body, I couldn't help but recall those moments I had with him.
Those wanting and desirous fun we had while we were still young. It's one thing to break up with your bed, sinful partner and it's another thing to forget the hot and dripping wet moments you had with him or them not to speak about the fact that he had turned you into a Nymphomaniac, a s*x Addict after a single bite from his contagious fangs.
I could still recall how it happened, how I accepted his offer. 'Little cheat!' I mumbled to myself, halving a smirk on my lips as I felt like crushing him.
But that was going to be for later. Now, I had better things to do than imagine crushing my Ex lover.
My right hand slid right down to my tightened tummy , then my waistline as my eyes were still shut, imagining the mad moments we shared together and slowly, I made it go over to my hair, caressing it gently, feeling my black dyed hair below my fingertips just as I wanted it.
This time, I could hear it, I could listen to my heart race against my chest in pleasure.
"That's it…" I whispered softly as I felt the intense urge to have him come closer to me again just like old times.
I was f*****g in the mood to hold a skin closer to mine, I was in the mood to feel his breaths hit my neck roughly as he did that day at the Janitor's dormroom.
His curled arms around my waist and his deep voice was one thing I just couldn't get off my head.
He was one person, one tiny obsession I was sure I would never get over with.
"s**t… that's it, Britney" I gasped for air slowly at every second as I felt pleased and not disappointed.
Just then, while I was still trying to get myself to the other world of Fame, the crazy world of mad fun, I heard a creaking sound from the door which made me open my eyes slowly to see who it was that had interrupted my trip to heaven.
I looked at the direction of the door and there my husband was, the Alpha of the Moonlight Pack , staring at me with an intense urge but had a shocking look on his face seeing what I was doing.
It was actually forbidden for Luna to touch herself in their pack. Once it happens, she'll be demoted to her husband's slave while a new Luna takes over.
Alpha Liam has never seen me pleasing myself before, not after giving birth to a child for him.
I was thinking he would yell at me but I bet he was feeling how I was feeling too… the rush to have a skin closer to his, the tension to feel that warm skin embrace him so tightly.
I had to use his calm nature to my own advantage.
"Come to me, Alpha Liam" I urged, with my voice barely above a whisper as I bit the lower part of my lips, trying to look hot and sweet for him although he wasn't the one I wanted at that moment.
"You know this is forbidden right?" He stated, making me force a smile for a second knowing that I wouldn't want him to send me packing.
"Just come to me, Liam!" I urged, squinting my eyes.
"You sure have a way of making me want to hold you so tight, Britney '' he uttered in a husky voice which made me drool down there, instantly.
As he walked closer to the bed where I was laying, he unbuttoned his shirt gently, exposing his six packs which were so attractive.
He tossed his shirt to the ground before climbing into the bed to meet me.
The second he got closer to me, I couldn't help but forget about pleasing myself and went in for a tight embrace and pulled him to myself, just to lay on my body.
He kissed me deeply, wrapping his arms around my waist just as I loved it.
"Are you sure you want to do this? The second you start, there's no turning back" I warned, recalling what my ex would always say to me before he took over me.
"I will…." Alpha Liam was going to say in such an intense mood when suddenly or should I say unfortunately, his phone rang out so loud from the sitting room.
"s**t! I need to get that Britney!" He was going to climb out of the bed, ignoring me but then, I held him back.
"What the f**k is wrong with you? You are having a fun time with your wife. Can't you just ignore the calls and focus on me for once?" I complained looking so disappointed at him for a second.
"That could be my mom, Britney and you should be aware that the Pack needs me always. The Michelsons' are known for being decent so not even s*x should hold me back!"
He asserted rudely as he took my hand off his body and jumped out of the bed, rushing to put on his shirt.
"I can't believe you are leaving me for real, Liam!! What happened to you?" I yelled at the top of my voice this time as I sat up on the bed.
I shook my head in regrets as I stared at him looking all focused as he would call it.
It has been almost a year since Alpha Liam, my husband, touched me as his wife. I barely even understood what getting inside me felt like.
He neglected my presence as his sexy wife and looked at me as his House lady, his Luna with a child and nothing more.
I tried my best to look hot and sexy for him countless times, to support him in all he does but the second it comes to pleasuring me in bed, he becomes weak or too busy.
"I don't get it, Britney. What do you mean by what happened? I need to go get a…" he was going to say but then, I snapped.
I was totally mad at him for always leaving me hanging. He might not know how it felt but I did.
A Nymphomaniac, a s*x Addict not getting to her satisfaction was a sin, a crime.
"Just shut it, Liam!! You are the Alpha and so what? Don't you see I need you? Don't you see I'm going crazy here? I need to f*****g feel you and…" I choked on my words as I tried holding back my tears.
"You are just never here for me!!" I tried so hard to hold in my anger as I blurted out.
Thinking Liam would understand, thinking he would want to apologize, but then, he did the f*****g opposite.
"You are a mother now, Britney. It's time to get those silly s*x Fantasies off your head!!" He warned and without saying anymore word, he trudged out of the room to go get his phone.
"What?" I exclaimed softly as tears rolled down my ashen cheeks.
I couldn't believe I made a mistake in getting married to Alpha Liam. I was thinking he was the best man for me, I was thinking with him, I wouldn't have to cry of heartbreaks anymore.
But guess what? Getting married to the one man who just can't satisfy your needs in bed was a bad and wrong decision to make.
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