Risky Layers

SEXY GOODBYE

Jared could eat me out all day and I would be satisfied with just that act alone, the feeling was always second to none, what he does with his tongue and the extra attention he gives my clit was so hot. f**k, he knows never to forget my vanilla ice cream-I love the cold feel on me, he puts two fingers in my veejay slowly and pleasures my clit with his tongue at intervals. He goes on for a little while then stands up to shed his boxers and looks at me with so much passion and something else that I hope is not emotion. He gives me a scoop of ice cream that I leave in my mouth and he starts to kiss me slowly, we exchange the content of my mouth over and over till the only thing left were tingles of coolness then I feel Jared’s kiss change to a passionate soul drilling kiss. I break off to get some air and I thought to myself ‘what was that for?’. My heart stirs at what I see in Jared’s eyes, I am going to change this before he makes it a slow love making and heart-searching act, I smile at him, take another scoop and knee in front of him while he lays on the bed.

I spread the ice cream over his shaft and suck him like the expert that I am, I need to f**k him to get my fill before he comes. I turn my back to him and sit on him with my knees up, this feels good as always, I think I am going to miss him after tonight, I leaned back as he tugs on my hair gently and I start riding him, I was nearing my peak when he pushes me to the bed on all fours and he slams into me.

‘f**k’ I moaned

He starts going in and out slowly, then moves his waist in a circular motion driving me towards bliss, I could hear myself moan with pleasure-I need this faster, as if on cue, he started slamming into me harder and we both come undone.

He lies on me for about 30 seconds before sliding off me and pulls me to the right side of his chest then starts massaging my scalp gently with his right hand. This is the second time in two hours, we’ve had s*x, my flight leaves in four hours; I am packed and good to go.

‘We need to talk’

I heard Jared say softly, I have been avoiding this topic for the past 5 days; either with a temper tantrum, walking out or initiating s*x but I think its high time we talked about it and get it over with. We both sat up facing each other,

‘Amour, we can give this a shot’

‘The years of touring the world in over J, I am going back home to my company and charity’ His next words stunned me, asides from my mum he was the only one who had ever said those words

‘I have fallen in love with all of you Amour, your silence, your temper even the walls you’ve built to hide from the world’

‘I don’t have the capacity to love you back’

I stood up and started walking towards the bathroom, Jared ran after me, pulled my hand, turned me around and knelt in front of me, he wrapped his hands around my waist and his head was just above my bikini line, I closed my eyes and take in the moment.

We stay that way for a while, then I knelt in front of him, I feel so sorry for him but I cannot give him what he wants, I kissed him and gave him a hug.

‘It’s good bye J, you will still be on my speed dial and you will always be a call away’

He looks so defeated, sometimes I am surprised at myself at how stubborn I can be-I start to kiss him and he kisses me back and I think I feel his hands everywhere. I feel my back on the cold tiles, he keeps switching his mouth between my lips and my n*****s while he teases my clit with his wet finger, then he slips the finger in me and starts stroking back and forth. I feel my wetness as he slips in the second finger, I don’t know what spot he is hitting right now but this is so good. He trails light kisses from my n*****s down to my navel, to my clit, wow his tongue on my clit is always heaven over and over then I feel his tongue in me eating me out-I hope I don’t miss my flight, maybe that’s his plan but it doesn’t matter. It’s Zena’s partner’s private jet, we can just find another suitable schedule later tonight, I don’t know when Jared stood up but I feel him tying my hands above my head and he used his tie as a blind fold. All my senses were alert and I was extra sensitive, he starts sucking and nibbling on my n*****s while sweetly assaulting my veejay with his fingers, he moves his mouth between my thighs skillfully and I start vibrating, he swiftly replaces his fingers with his c**k and starts making love to me slowly. I don’t know if I am moaning or gasping for air but Jared starts kissing me and I put my already raised legs around him, too bad I can’t touch him but that’s what makes it more sensual-I feel everything in me building up and I moan louder.

‘Ah’ I exclaimed loudly as my orgasm hits me, Jared starts f*****g me at a fast pace and it feels like my orgasm is unending then I hear him moan as he comes inside me but he keeps moving inside me till we both calm down. I can’t move, he stood up slowly, unties my hand and removes my blindfold and he stare at me with a soft smile, his ever-charming smile that I get to see more than anyone else. At forty-one, he could easily pass for thirty-five and damn handsome at that, he is a very eligible bachelor but I wish him good luck in his love life. Our relationship started when I was twenty one, we both felt the chemistry the very first time we met but we wanted to win more than we wanted to f**k and Jared was not sure what it was going to do to our professional relationship so he was the bigger person because I really did not care. I knew I was perfect at compartmentalizing my life and it would not matter but I had to respect his wishes while he kept changing girlfriends at every city, from models to actresses and heiresses.

After my first time at seventeen, my steady s****l partner was Luca-he still is anyway, we met at his b**m club in Canada and we clicked. His family owns chains of restaurants in North America and he was the only son, arrogant and corky bastard. I can’t wait for a real b**m session, not had that in a long while, travelling every time meant we saw just once or twice a year; not bad because I had Jared to help out. Though I struggled for the first three years of travelling, but I had my dildo and Zee, I watched Zee and her lesbian partner most times and they let me join the fun when I wanted to but I definitely preferred a d**k inside me.

Jared and I started having s*x on my twenty first birthday, I had to seduce him; trust me it was not so hard. I hate been alone around my birthday and I definitely always wanted a distraction. But now it’s time to say goodbye to Jared, he has been monogamous for the past four years, that should have been a red flag but then we got busier and worked harder for top two in 90% of my tournaments and I never gave it much thought. I finally stood up without a word and went to the bathroom, I came out and put on my joggers and tank top, I tied my hoodie around my neck and bent down to wear my yeezy. I picked up my phone and called Doug;

‘Come help with my luggage’ I stand up and start walking towards the door because he is just two rooms away, he knocks as I get to the door and I gave him the bag, he already has his backpack so I know he is heading for the rented car. I shut the door, turned back and stared at Jared who is already nursing a glass of whisky, we held each other’s gaze without words, my phone rings snapping me back to earth.

‘Hey Zee’

‘Where is your ass?’

‘I’m on my way’

She was already heading to the airport and wanted to be sure Jared had not held me hostage. She actually warned me earlier this year that Jared was in love with me when he came to Canada for the first time in five years for her family’s new year party and was practically on my heels. I don’t know how she sees these things but I am definitely blind to them. I put on my hoodie and sunshades, I know its dark outside but I need to keep up the cover, I hate paparazzi on my tail, I despise seeing my name on tabloids, these s*x trips are always well thought out. What you will see is Zee and I getting into the same aircraft always, Zee has a well-known partner and everyone knows we are practically sisters but no one could ever uncover my s*x life except speculations, the only time my love life was placed under a microscope in the past ten years was when Luca begged me to be his date for a popular fund raiser in New York last year and he spent two days in the same hotel I was.

‘Take care J’

‘Life is short Amour, give your heart a chance’

I walked out without looking back.