The Leopard King!

I'm scared that he won't want it

chapter 35 four days before the royal ball

Tabby pov

We only have four days before the ball, I am wanting to make sure i didn't sleep with anyone, trust me it was getting really hard not to. I had to take plenty of cold showers, and had to fix myself a few times. I trained hard every single day sparing and doing warm ups, i hated this, why do i have to be perfect, no one is perfect, s**t i had only four days, how do i know i wasn’t going to be rejected by my mate, i don't think anyone knows if they are going to be rejected or not. Sometimes I zone out and think of who my mate could be. Is he a beta, an alpha, a gamma. could he be an omega, a warrior, he could be anything as long as he shows up and we can get to know each other before he decides to reject me. After training today I got into the shower scrubbing myself a few times, the time I got done I was all red. I think lately I've been scrubbing some skin off, I don't mean to do that but I just wanted to feel clean. That's all, Susy and I had gotten closer these days, we even went shopping for another dress, the dresses i bought was mainly for Callahan so he would notice me, I would keep them to wear somewhere fancy, but i needed something nice, i picked out a black sleeveless dress that fit my every curve, i loved how it looked on my, i even got the shoes, purse and jewelry to match, Susy and her mate was going to go just to have fun, and of course watch as i find my mate, after my shower i got dressed in my sweats as always, i always felt so comfortable when i wore them to bed. i got on my tablet and decided to go on social media, nothing new the same thing a little drama, oh screw it, i went on google and typed in Taylor, i couldn't remember her last night, but there were tons of Taylors that came up, Taylor swift, no not her, There were a few names with photos, one caught my eyes, it was her, i clicked on her name, she was a vet tech., so she gotta do what she wanted to do all a long, good for her, it didn't say much, it just showed her social media, where she worked but not the address, how old she was that's about it, if i really wanted to look deeper, i could probably find a lot more. but I decided not to.

Alpha Wolfe of the blue moon pack pov

It seemed I was always in my office doing something, always busy. No wonder I haven't found my mate just yet. I'm twenty four years old. My mom keeps telling me that I need to find my mate. yeah i know i do. She told me about the royal ball, i could go and choose a mate. What woman is going to want to be with me., i am a lycan that thirst to kill when i get to angry, i've scared my girlfriend away the last one that i was dating, we were at the club, We were having so much fun dancing laughing shooting pool and just relaxing after a hard day, She was being a little weird, not to mention she was human i forgot to mention that, she knew i was lycan she was my mate, she knows about the supernatural, she was a little drunk, When i told her i had to head to the bathroom, she walked with me and stood by the way until i came out, when i walked out of the bathroom. some guy had her against the wall kissing her, i ripped him from her, she screamed yelling at me that was her boyfriend,

“Really, not no more he's not, i bit off his head, tossing it to her feet, she screamed running out of the club with me running after her to try and sooth her, but it was to late, she got into a cab and drove off, i'm not sure if she even remembered what had happened, but i did reject her once i was home, that way she can date her kind and not have to worry about guy shifting into something. Now I'm looking for my second chance. I had a little fun while I was looking. I told my mom I was going to go to the royal ball. If I don't find a second chance mate. I'll choose a mate. ill talk to her about my side of thirsting for blood when i get angry, sometimes during a full moon i have to be chained up because i will go on a killing spree, so i have to be chained until the full moon is over. i'll have to teach her how to chain me up with silver chains to keep my lycan at bay, and to stay away until my lycan is calm. I checked my emails. There was an email from the royals, about the royal mating ball. Four days before the royal ball, I sent an email to Callahan, letting him know I will be coming to choose a mate if I do not find my second chance. I also told him i will be bringing a few of my pack members so they could find their mates as well, i sent the email than set back to relax, until there was a knock at my door, here we go what drama do we have now,

‘Come in,” the door opened one of my warriors came into the office, her name was Chillio., she was one of my top warriors and the mate of my beta,

‘What's going on Chillio, Everything okay?

“Yes everything is okay, but i need to talk to you about something, it's about Jack, Hes told me he wasn't really the fatherly type, i'm not sure if he's not going to like what i'm going to be telling him soon, I found out about a week ago that i'm pregnant, he's going to hate me Wolfe. he's going to reject me after he finds out.” What was I going to say to that, I didn't know what to tell her, this was between Jack and Chillio. They have been together for ten years now. Why wouldn't he want a child with this woman,

‘Chillio, If you just sit him down and speak with him. i'm sure he would be happy about this,”

“How can i sit him down when hes never home, he's either with you, or out on meetings, or when he's home, he's so tired all he wants is s*x and then sleep.”

‘I’m sorry about this, that is my fault, listen i will give him a few weeks rest so you too can spend some time together, He should be here in a few hours, when he gets home i will send him straight home, I will tell him that you need to speak with him and to be willing to listen to you, that will be all that i say okay, when he gets home, it will be up to you to tell him everything that you need to tell him.” I hope this helps her, i knew she was nervous, i could smell it in the air. i could smell the stench of fear in air, she was scared to death to tell him,

‘Chillio calm down, i can smell your fear, go home, try and relax, you're eating for two now, so go eat something. when he comes into the office, i will send him right home okay,”

“Alright, i just hope he's not too tired or grumpy when he comes home,” Thank you Alpha Wolfe, i'm going to head home so i can have dinner waiting for him when he gets home,” She got up and left my office, Jack has really screwed up big time, telling her he's not the father type, well he better get the type, because things are about to happen, I sent him a mind link.

‘When you get back to the territory, i want you to go right home do not come into my office until tomorrow, Chillio will be waiting for you, You need to listen to what she has to say to you,”

“Why, What's going on man. Is it bad news, is she going to reject me? What's going on?”

“I can tell you only this, she's not going to reject you, But your ass better be wide awake when you walk in that door, and don’t eat anything on your way home, she is preparing dinner,”

“Fine, but it better not be bad news, i'm not in the mood for bad news, ijm heading back to the territory now, i will be there shortly, ill give you link when im back, ill just head home and will see you tomorrow,”

‘The link ends, i hated to do that to Jack, but he needs to go see his wife instead of me, he takes his job very seriously, But right now he needs to head home before he comes see me, i linked one of the guards that is guarding the gates, letting him know to get the paperwork from Jack when he gets here, he will be heading home, so i will need it, once you get it bring it to me,”

“Yes Alpha right away sir,” Well that settles it, lets just hope everything goes well for Chillio,