Chapter 10 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . " Call me life! Fill me with happiness. Call me warmth! Fill me with anxiety. I want to feel your arms in my tears. I want to hear your voice to my rest. I want to kiss your lips while I sing. Morbid silences are yours. When I lack fear I want to climb your chest, press your body to mine I want to climb your lap and grasp the despair I want to hear you scream not out of hate But for pleasure

