. .Chapter 4 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . June 1994 - Megan Smith I had suddenly started to feel lonely. A feeling of emptiness started to fill my chest and everything that was colored in my life turned dark. I never understood how or why this was all happening, but I felt it was something I had sought for myself. My younger brother William was only two years old and he had all the attention of our parents. It was when we moved into that h

