You are my Universe

I am Vasco and I am 20 years old. I don’t have much to say about me. Well, I am tall and muscular, I have curvy brown hair and blue eyes. But that’s not really important. For me what matters is the person personality. For me it’s relevant to know that the people I care the most are always there to help me if I fall. But with a lot of sadness I tell you that I apparently have no one. A few months after my 17 anniversary I came across the information that my parents would get a divorce. I never had I ever thought that day would come in my life. They always were really close and happy together. It can only be a course. I hope it isn’t, but if it is I will dedicate my life to lift it. It was hard for me to see my parents wanting to divorce and not doing anything to try to get back together they just gave up in the first real argument. The worst is that from recent events I have discovered that my grandpas dad has cheated on his wife and had a son, and that my grandfather has done the same but didn’t have a child out of the marriage. The worst part is that he always slept with another woman and in the morning before the son rises he went home and pretended that he had slept with my grandma. In all this horrible stories how can I stay calm and pretend that the divorce of my parents it is natural?? The stayed twenty years together!!! Was it just pretend?? Did my mother stayed with my dad only for money ?? Did my dad only wanted my mom to gave her orders for her to oblige blindly?? How can I pretend that ir doesn’t affect me ? My family is cursed!!! And apparently so Am I !!!!!!!!!