Finally Finding My Luna

Chapter 11

{Brett POV}

I walked into the dining hall after a long afternoon of training with the pack warriors, and I was starving. I smelled burgers wafting through the doors and picked up my pace to get to the line faster. I grabbed a plate and started walking down the long buffet where the omegas were serving food. 

I spotted Renley in her seat at the head table already eating. I walked up and sat down beside her. It had been a couple of weeks since her and her sister came to our pack, and we were bonding pretty quickly. We still hadn’t mated due to her nerves about being a virgin, but that didn’t matter to me. As long as she was happy and safe, I didn’t care about anything else. 

“Hey love.” 

She looked up at me and grinned as she picked up a french fry. She popped into her mouth and winked at me. I laughed and began chowing down on my own food. 

“How was training?” she asked sweetly. 

I shrugged and rolled my eyes. “It was the same as normal. I kicked everyone’s butts. It’s not any fun without Rylan or Zader here. They are the only real competition I have when it comes to fighting.”

She laughed and playfully hit me on the shoulder. “Oh whatever. I bet I could kick your butt.”

I glanced over at my gorgeous mate and snickered. “Yeah right. You weigh a whole 110 pounds soaking wet. Plus what kind of training have you had?”

She raised her hands in surrender but didn’t completely give up. “Alright. After dinner, we’re sparring in the yard.”

I looked at her like she was crazy. “Babe, it’s December in Washington. Also, I don’t want to hurt you.”

She patted my hand comfortingly and said “Okay sweetie. If you’re too scared, then I won’t embarrass you. We don’t have to tell anyone that I challenged you to a fight and you chickened out.”

I c****d my head at her and dropped my burger back on my plate. “Okay fine. Have it your way, but don’t come crying to me when I beat your ass in front of the whole pack.” 

She smirked but said nothing else. 

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45 minutes later we were outside in the lighted area that was used for training. The sun had set, and the temp was dropping rapidly. As wolves we didn’t get cold as quickly as humans, but it still affected us. I was stretching in one corner as Davian stood behind me. 

I heard a chuckle come from him, and I swiveled my head in his direction. “What’s so funny?”

He shrugged his shoulders. “Nothing man. I just think it’s a bit ridiculous that you have to prove your manhood to your mate. You can’t back down from any challenge, especially when it deals with your masculinity.”

I rolled my eyes and huffed at him. His mate, Carina, was over by Renley giving her a pep talk apparently. “Who would have thought we’d be brother-in-laws?”

Davian smiled and sighed. He was looking at Carina and I could tell he was thinking about her naked. “Dude, snap out of it. Quit eye f*****g your mate out here in public!”

There was a small crowd that had gathered to watch us spar, and his staring was being noticed by other members. “I can’t help it. Once you’ve mated, it’s pretty much all you can think about doing for a while. Carina is a rockstar in bed, man. You wouldn’t believe what she can do with her--”

I cut him off by quickly raising my hand. “No, I don’t need to know that. Especially about my sister-in-law.” 

“Oh that’s right! We’re brothers now!! How cool is that?” I nodded and rolled my eyes for the hundredth time tonight. There was no point in telling him that I’d already had that thought tonight. 

Carina and Renley both stood signaling she was ready for the match to begin, and I stood as well. One of the pack guards volunteered to be the referee for our match.

“Okay Gammas, the rules are real simple. Sparring matches end when one party concedes or cannot physically continue to fight.”

We both nodded and shook hands in the middle of the ring. It was really hard to stay focused and not just get entranced with her beauty. She had changed into yoga pants and a sports bra that really accented her boobs. I was a little jealous of the stares she was getting from unmated male wolves, but I had to push that down. I shook my head and cleared it of all emotion except for focus. 

The guard blew a whistle starting the match officially. Renley and I circled the mat a few times sizing each other up and getting a feel for each other. I had never seen Renley fight, but she’d watched me training many times. That was one advantage she had, but I didn’t figure it would make much of a difference compared to my strength, size and training.

I took the first jab aiming at Renley’s side, but she quickly dodged the blow. My eyes widened in surprise at her quick reaction, and she took advantage of it. She punched a one two combo really fast and caught me on both sides of the face in a matter of seconds. 

My head rolled back from the impact, and I could taste a tiny amount of blood. I refocused and kicked at her. She caught my leg at the shin and used my momentum to spin my body backwards and flip me to the ground. 

She got me in a headlock before I could even blink and started increasing the pressure on my neck. If I didn’t act fast, she’d force me to black out. I reached behind me and grabbed her hips tossing her over my head and onto the mat in front of me. She was face up laying there struggling for a breath, and I stood up. 

She used her own legs and locked onto mine tripping me face first. After I was on the ground she flipped me over and straddled my chest. She began delivering blows to my rib cage and face. One punch struck me directly in the nose drawing blood. I could feel the gush down my face, and I did my best to block her hits. 

I used my legs to flip both of us over so that I was on top of her now, and I pinned her arms to the mat above her head. We locked eyes and stayed in that position for a long moment breathing hard. She closed her eyes tight, and I thought she was about to concede. Instead she jerked her wrists free and delivered a sharp elbow to my gut. 

I wheezed for air and rolled off of her tiny body. It wasn’t long before she had me in another chokehold cutting off my air supply. I heard my right arm start to crack from her strength, and I certainly didn’t want a broken arm. 

“Alright! I concede!!”

She instantly released me and stood up on the far side of the mat. It was deadly silent as I fought to catch a breath on the ground. I crawled to my side of the mat, where Davian handed me a towel and a bottle of water. My nose bleed had already started to slow, but I continued to dab it away. 

“Well, let’s hear it for Gamma Female Renley!” Davian boomed over my head. I glared up at him as he shrugged and started clapping. Other pack members followed his lead and began whistling and cheering for her. 

My mate was across the way with a smile of pride on her face as she waved at the pack members. Carina was standing behind her with a smug look on her face and her arms crossed. She was staring right at me. I just twisted my lips into a thin line and rolled my eyes at her. 

After the cheering crowd dispersed back into the packhouse or left to their own homes, I finally got to be alone with Renley again. We started making our way up to our floor when she finally said something.

“I’m sorry if that hurt. I shouldn’t have hit so hard. I hope you aren’t mad at me.” She wouldn’t make eye contact with me as we rode the elevator up. 

I took her hand in mine and laughed a little bit. “Well it did hurt, but I guess I kinda deserved it. I underestimated you, and that was wrong of me. I know now that you are a fighter and can fend for yourself. I will never doubt you again.”

She laughed and looked up at me with a smile on her face. “Damn right you won’t! My dad was the head guard at my old pack before he died. He taught Carina and I how to fight. I was always convinced he wanted a son, but the moon goddess decided to bless him with two daughters instead.”

I squeezed her hand and led her out of the elevator onto our floor. We stepped inside the door and headed for our bedroom. I slipped my t-shirt off over my head and stepped out of my shorts throwing both of them in the dirty clothes hamper. 

I could smell Renley’s arousal from behind me as she slowly got turned on. I kept my head turned away from her and started towards the bathroom. That had become our routine for the past few weeks. She always got turned on when she saw me naked, but she was so embarrassed when I took notice. 

She still wasn’t ready for s*x, so I secretly pretend to not notice. She knew I could smell her, but she only got upset when I said something. Her wolf would try to come through every now and then and a growl would slip out. She’d get nervous about that and leave the room. 

I felt really sad that she thought she couldn’t express her desires toward me. I didn’t want her to think she had to hide those from me. I wasn’t upset that she wasn’t ready to have s*x, but I didn’t like the fact that she was embarrassed about her primal instincts toward me. 

“Brett...wait.”

I whipped my head around with wide eyes. I was shocked that she spoke to me when she was so clearly turned on. She normally avoided me for about thirty minutes after she got aroused to try and reel herself back in. 

She was standing there completely naked. That was also new for me. My d**k immediately hardened at the sight of her perfect body. 

“Uh...Oh my…” was all I could manage to say. My heart was thumping faster than I thought possible, and I could feel goosebumps all over my body. 

Her brows furrowed and she tried to cover herself with her hands. This made my wolf, Cayde angry. A low growl slipped out and she slowly backed away. 

“What?? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is wrong, Cayde just doesn’t like that you covered up your body. It’s so beautiful, and we just want to admire our mate.”

She slowly moved her hands away, and an appreciative rumble spilled from my throat. Her voice was nervous as she spoke again. “Your eyes are completely black.”

I chuckled and tried to explain. “Baby, that’s what happens when a wolf is consumed with s****l desire for his mate.”

“Oh” she squeaked out. “Well then my eyes must be black too.”

They were indeed black, and I nodded to confirm her theory. 

She glanced down at the floor and back up at me. “I think you need a shower. You really stink.” 

I nodded and slumped my shoulders forward in disappointment. I knew this was a big step for her today, so I didn’t want to push my luck. I turned to head to the bathroom. 

“Well, I need one too. And there’s no point in wasting water. We should really conserve water, since it’s a nonrenewable resource and all…” She trailed off and waited for my reaction. 

She wanted to shower with me. She wanted both of us to be in close proximity with no clothes on. Without looking I replied to her. “Well yes, it would be a terrible shame to waste water. I think we should combine our efforts.”

She giggled and ran past me into the bathroom. It was all I could to slip out of my boxers and not fall flat on my face. I finally caught up to her in the shower. She had turned it on to get the water warm. 

She looked down and saw my c**k standing at attention. A small gasp escaped her lips as her mouth dropped. 

“It’s so big. You’re HUGE. You are going to tear me apart……” 

Her eyes were wide, and they held fear. She was scared of me. She was scared of the pain she knew she’d most likely feel when I was inside her at first. I furrowed my eyebrows together and stroked her cheek as tears began to fall. 

“Baby, I would never hurt you on purpose. I will be gentle and slow, and I will stop if you tell me to immediately. I completely understand if you change your mind, and I won’t pressure you or anything. I love you, and nothing will change that. We can take this slow.”

She nodded and leaned in to kiss me slowly. She didn’t open her eyes and pressed the kiss deep and passionately. I parted her lips with my tongue and began to explore her with ferocity. She gave me full access as I opened the shower door and led us both in under the flow of water. 

We were soaked in an instant, and she took my d**k in her small hand. I groaned in pleasure at her touch as she began to slowly stroke. She broke away from our kiss momentarily. 

“I have no idea what I am doing. I want to make you happy, but I honestly don’t know how to do certain things.”

I looked at her with more love than I thought possible in that moment. “Baby, you just do whatever feels right and whatever you’re comfortable with. I will be happy with whatever you do.”

She started kissing me again and sped up the stroking. I grew to my full 7 inches and matched her kissing. I backed her into the glass wall and grabbed her face to hold her in place. She kept stroking me and I used one hand to gently squeeze her boob.

I moved slowly to make sure she was comfortable with my movements. When she didn’t protest or move away, I used both of my hands to squeeze her chest. She moaned into my mouth, and I let a growl erupt from my chest. I lowered one hand to her p****y and started rubbing her c**t.

She threw her head back against the glass and moaned even louder. Her eyes were shut tight and she placed her hands on my shoulders to steady herself. 

“Oh my gosh Brett! That feels so good, holy s**t!!” I smiled at my mate as she melted in my arms. 

“Tonight is about you baby, and I am gonna make your first time unforgetful.” I whispered in her ear. 

I kneeled down in front of her and spread her legs. I put my mouth on her folds and dove my tongue into her depths. She grabbed onto my hair and strained against the glass wall behind her. I continued to pleasure her with my tongue and grabbed her ass with both hands. I pulled her closer to my face and tried to go as deep as possible inside her. 

After a few moments, I stood back up and kissed her again. She ran her fingers through my hair, and I put my hands under her thighs to pick her up. Renley understood what I was wanting from her, and she jumped to wrap her legs around me. I carried her out of the shower as we continued to kiss. 

I walked us to the large king size bed in our bedroom and gently laid her down in front of me. I admired her naked body splayed out in front of me, and I leaned down to kiss her. 

“Are you sure you’re ready?” I whispered in her ear. 

“Yes, I trust you.”

My heart swelled at her complete confidence in me, and I reached down to guide my rock solid c**k into her. I slowly slid into her tightness and she grimaced with slight pain. 

“You okay?”

Renley bit her lip but nodded. I take both of her hands in mine and continue to work my way into her. After a few minutes I was all the way in and she had adjusted. I slowly started to pump in and out of her, and she groaned in slight pain. 

Finally, I could tell that Renley’s moans were of pleasure instead of pain. Her eyes popped out of her head and locked onto mine. “Oh my goddess Brett! That feels so f*****g good!!”

I smiled and leaned down to kiss her as I thrust harder into her tight little p****y. It wasn’t long before she rose to her first climax and screamed out as the pressure released and juices started flowing over me. 

She dug her fingernails into my back and arched off of the bed. “Holy f**k Brett!!!”

I kissed her lips softly and leaned my forehead onto hers as I continued to thrust slowly. She came down from her high, and opened her eyes to meet mine. “Holy s**t, do that again.”

I smiled and obliged her multiple times over before I finally squirted my seed deep in her womb. She let out a long sigh as I laid down beside her on the bed. Renley rolled her head over at me and smiled softly as a small yawn escaped her lips. 

“Are you sleepy?”

“Yes, I am exhausted. Who knew s*x could be that tiring??” She giggled and rolled over to lay her head on my chest making her eye level with me. 

I stroked her hair and smiled at my sweet and innocent mate. “I know baby. It takes a lot out of you. Let’s get some rest.”

She nodded and rolled off the bed to pull the covers back. I jumped up and walked over to the bathroom and flipped the light off. I leaned down and turned on the gas fireplace to have a soft light and a source of warmth. 

Renley climbed back in bed and pulled the covers up to her chin. I turned off the main lights and got into bed next to her. She snuggled close to me and I could barely make out her tiny smile in the fire light. 

“Thank you for that. I was so scared of the pain, I didn’t realize how amazing it would feel.”

I kissed the top of her head and squeezed her closer to me. “Of course sweetheart. I won’t ever lead you astray. I love you with all my heart, and my goal is to please you.”

She nestled her head into my chest and whispered “I love you too Brett.” very softly before her heart rate and breathing slowed telling me she had fallen asleep. 

My heart was thoroughly happy, because that was the first time she’d ever said that she’d loved me. And she meant it.