Hating My Baby's Father
The second he stepped in my bedroom on that faithful night, I knew I was going to change.I knew he was going to change everything inside my life. One look at him and I saw the darkness behind his teasing smiles and open laughs, but despite that he was the only source of light in my dark and lonely nights.He made me feel whole in the house filled with nothing but emptiness...
Even though,I knew he was going to end up hurting me,I still clung to him like a downing man to a wooden plank.The only problem was he was broken.And,the splinters cut deep, slicing me open, leaving my heart a bloody mess.
To escape the pain and to save whatever was left of my heart,I left. I left with something of his,knowing he'd find me and make me pay.But, my broken heart didn't care.
The first time I saw her, every cell in my body had told me to turn around and run.Because,I knew she was the missing part that would make me whole and that she too had it in her to break me into tiniest pieces.But, knowing that didn't stop me from going to her.
I tried everything there was to keep her away, but her pieces fit me too perfectly.Her sassy attitude and her dirty mouth that hid her innocent and lonely heart had me bowing down to the need to have her for myself. She made me whole, the only problem was...I realised a little too late that being with me and the demons of my past was breaking her more.So, going against everything in me,I sent her away.
And she disappeared,without telling me that she was taking something of mine with her.I will find her.And, I'll punish her for stealing from me.