BLIND

BLIND BECAUSE OF HIM

" I don't want to talk , i don't want to be surrounded by people , I don't want to be bothered . Just let me go !".

She wore her darkness like she wears a black dress . in particular , she appeared to be like the dark side of the moon, that even the brightest stars couldn't shine on it.

She had a side of her so cold that even the sun couldn't burn on them .

A demon was to blame for it , a man who looked as handsome as the sun shining .

The way he was so sure within himself ...this was a strong point of him which she found pleasantly attractive .

The power that he transmitted gave her shivers on the back , only when he was close to her .

He walked into her heart like he always belonged there.

Furthermore , he took down the mighty walls and lit in her soul .

Sometimes , when you love someone as much as she did , you have to go through every tear, every heartache and every king of sorrow because , in the end , it's not just how you love them but how much you hold on. Also , she felt unexpected emotions that she never thought she could carry in her soul .

Was there anything she couldn't handle?

She's been broken , she's been knocked down ,

She's been defeated and she's felt an unbearable kind of pain that most people couldn't have handle .

She looked fear in the eyes for months after months , but she never ran away from it .

Sadly for her , she couldn't escape as she had nowhere to go .

He knew hoe to hide his darkness and the demon trapped inside his body.As a result , he hid his dark desires with a smile .

Also , he perfectly knew to cover his toxic obsession with her and his guilty cravings to close her in a room so that nobody couldn't have her , loot at her , have her .

In his mind he knew that it must be him who possessed this little creature who enchated everyone .

He imagined her in his bed with only a transparent veil which covered that white skin like porcelain .

He needed tp hear her sweet voice which gave him chills of pleasure, too.

Furthermore, he fantasized about kissing her , bitting those red lips like a vampire and having her for eternity .

He put his evil  smile on ,knowing that just thinking about those things encouraged him to do everything in order to seduce her .

If he accomplished to win her over, nobody would have the possibility to touch her.

Just imaging someone being too close to her made him angry .

He thought it was better to tear her wings so she couldn't fly away from him .

In the end , he will destroy her if  he can't have her .

In fact we all have this perfect picture in our minds of how things are supposed to turn out.

That's why we all end up being disappointed .

"Yes , I'm disappointed , but not surprised. I should have know that it was too peerfect to be true.

His two-faced kindness gradually locked me into his cage."

There will come a time in your life when you'll be infatuated only with a soul .

You'd do anything for this person and you wouldn't think twice about moving mountains for them .

When asked why you behave this way ,you'd have no answer.

as long as you live , you'll wonder how a single person can affect your life as much as they do , but you'll never find out.

And , no matter how much you hate it or how badly it hurts , you'll love this person blindly , without any king of regrets for the rest of your life.

Sometimes the warning signs about a person can feel like the butterflies.

However , it's not  the butterflies which tell you that you're in love , but the sorrow you feel deeply in your heart.

" I was prepared but it still hurt.

I've always been afraid waking up from my beautiful , but deceptive dream where the handsome prince chose me , but , in reality , this turned out to be a nightmare in which i'm trapped and I desperately need to wake up ."Additionally "it didn't matter  to me where he came from or why he was around me .

All that really mattered to me was the way he made me feel.

i laughed more when he was around .

I began to notice my sorrowful smile and i saw myself in a different light.

I discovered some aspects about myself which I never took the time to explore."

" He told me he loved me first .On the other hand , i told him i loved him too, even though i wasn't sure i really did, but it felt like common courtesy to say back .

Maybe this was my mistake , but then I slowly began to realize that I've deeply fell in love with the way his eyes crinkled at the corners when  he laughed , the way  his smile brought  a warmth to my chest which reminded me of a lazy summer afternoon and the way he made me feel beautiful and strong. By the end , i felt that the expression 'i love you ' didn't even come close to articulate what i felt for him.

At the same time , i loved him as much as I hated him.

In fact , my life was over because of him.

I didn't exist for anyone .

Also nobody knew i was still a live .

I don't know how long I've stayed in that place or where i was because the demon I've loved ma me BLIND".