the wife of jesus

chapter one

my story begins on a plane from Detroit Michigan to well...to my destination israel.

i looked at my refection in the window. my blue eyes and short hair staired back at me. it was dark out and raining a little. I've been on the plane for hours now.

anyways my name is Mandy...

you see my story began when i had a sickness called schizophrenia.

i had it since i turned 20.

i got it because i had s*x with a guy for the first time and he r***d me...

hence why i got it.

anyways now im 31 years old. my life has not been good since that day. my relationship with men went to shits. except...for one. the one i love most of all. the one i had a crush on since i turned 22.

how that happened...

well mostly due to my schitzophrenia. i had an episode i thought i was his wife and well...lets just say my life changed.

i mean yeah shure i dated men. i also made mistakes with them. but...i never felt more happy with that one person.

iv been in a pyscward 12 times. mostly due to my schitzophrenia...i cried for hours in there everytime i went.

they shoved meds down my throat. i had to take them...i had no choice.

i sighed as i stared at myself.

i turned my attention to the man sitting besides me.

he was just snoring away as the other people around me where still awake and talking.

i turned my atention to the front of the plane. a flite attendant came and took the microphone.

"we are now in isreal. please buckle your seatbelts for landing and i hope you had a good flight!" the lady said smiling.

as we did as we were told. including the man i shook awake. we landed in minutes.

i was jumping for joy in my seat as we landed.

i watched as everyone got off. i quietly stood up then and walked off the plane.

i made it. i thought as i smiled.

i always thought that i was ment to come across the world...

i looked around....

the airport was huge.

my mouth was opened as i walked around. nothing made since because of the language. but it didnt stop me from being happy. i wanted to run around. but decided not to. so i just went to find my luggage.

as i did. it took me a few. as i found my black purple luggage... i grabbed it.

then quitly i carefully blended in with the crowd.

i headed towards the front of the airport. and as i stepped outside. it was still raining and dark.

i breathed in the air around me...

it was cool and comfortable.

i smiled...

a woman i seen with a white board was holding my name on it.

i smiled as i walked up to her.

"hi im mandy!" i told her as i shook her hand.

the lady was beautiful.

she had long brown hair in a bun. her outfit was black and suffisticated. her heels where cute too.

"hello im raylen your tour guide!" she told me in perfect english.

i nodded.

my heart started to pound fast as we walked to a black car. i put my suitcase in it and off we went. i was on cloud nine.

i took my camera out of my bag and started to take pictures. Isreal was beautiful at night.

people where everywhere. i was falling in love with the country as we rode to the hotel i was to stay at.

my phone dinged then. i looked at it.

my mother sent me a txt on sss.

asking me if i finally made it.

i sighed. she had such a hard time letting me come here.

i remmber the day i asked her.

she threw a fit. but i didn't care. i was going because it wasn't up to her. i was a grown ass adult. not a child.

i rolled my eyes as i txt her back.

stating to her i was finally here and told her to quit worrying so much.

after 30 minutes in the car and taking pictures at the night life. we ended up at the hotel.

i was getting tired as raylen checked me in for the next 12 days here.

as i took thecard she gave me. i headed up to my room. i opened the door and stepped in. i was in love

the room was big and spacious and clean.

i threw my luggage on my bed and went to my balcony.

i took a deep breath in as i studied the night sky. i yawned.

i went back in.

i grabbed some PJs and took a shower.

then i brushed my teeth and layed in my bed. i snuggled so deep into it. i passed out in a matter of minutes.

i dont know how long i slept...but something woke me up.

i opened my eyes.

there in the middle of the room was a bluish light.

i know you think id be freaking out...but i was use to weird things like this.

ill come back to that later.

anyways i got up from my bed and carefully walked to it. i carefully took my right hand and reached out. i touched it.

as soon as i did.. i landed on hard grown and passed out.