Ellie's pov; I wake up with a banging headache. Did I get drunk last night? I really can't remember. "Where the f**k am I?" I groan. "You're in hospital." A voice says. It sounds like Courtney. "Hospital?" My eyes shoot open. I f*****g hate this place. "You cut really deep last night, and you overdosed Ellie. Why?" Courtney cries. Oh s**t. It didn't work. "I don't know." I lie. "Ellie! Just tell me! I'm your best friend for f***s sake! I need to know why you tried to kill your self!" She raises her voice. "Fine alright! Just calm down!" I say as loud as I can, which isn't very loud. She sits down, and pays full attention to me. "When I was 13, I was diagnosed with severe depression. My mum took me to the doctors every month to get me some anti-depressants, and I took them un

