SHE DOESN'T FEEL like herself anymore. Nothing feels the same. Even if everything's a mess, even if she's lost control of the path her life's taking, there's something set very clearly inside her head - I will get through this. Just because a few things have gone undeniably wrong, because people have hurt her without reason, she will not let them, or anyone take her down. After two hours of being locked up in her room, of which she spent twenty minutes standing in front of the mirror, Pearl Blanchard has decided that even if everyone and everything around her changes, she'll stay true to herself, doesn't matter how hard such goal turns out to achieve. She will not allow the hate and venom to fill her heart, or the fear to cloud her thoughts. She will accept the fact that her memories mig

